The obscure writings of Ta-Meaut; indeterminate poet, ambiguous writer and amorphous philosopher.......... I don't live to write, I write to live...
Wednesday, September 21, 2016
Virtual book compilation of my fanfics
Tuesday, February 16, 2016
Fanfiction translation to Vietnamese
Friday, March 14, 2014
More awesomeness from Dak-shi
Thursday, May 10, 2012
My "Sungkyunkwan Scandal" fics hosted on Tumblr
Not only are my "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" fanfics hosted on DongSooSlashYeoUn but now my "Sungkyunkwan Scandal" fics are ALSO hosted, on MySlashWorld!
Friday, April 13, 2012
New Sungkyunkwan Scandal fanfiction "Live Forever II: One" and "Live Forever III: Still Alive"
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: One – Epik High
Spoilers: -
Time frame: -
Summary: What happens after you have given that one thing, only you can give? How does someone receive such a precious gift without changing altogether? And why is it that only when something has been taken from us do we learn to truly appreciate it?
Excerpt: “ Jae Shin's hand went back to the arrow. This arrow had had Jae Shins name on it until Yong Ha had stepped between and changed certain fate ...and how he wished that Yong Ha wouldn't have done that.”
Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~8700
Rating: T (angst, fluff)
Warning:
Other: This is the sequel to “Live Forever”, which I hadn't planned to write in the beginning.
Thanks: To YoonHee, and Anonymous, who thought is was just too sad to to have “Live Forever” end like it did and provided me with the outline.
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: Still Alive – Lisa Miskovsky
Spoilers: -
Time frame: -
Summary: What if the only purpose you have found for your life is refused and the love you have can never be spoken, what will you do? Does a life like that mean only despair or can just being alive mean hope, hope that maybe someday something will change?
Excerpt: “Jae Shin's words were meant to be light and affectionate but they only emphasised the loneliness Yong Ha felt. How could he ever tell this man what was in his heart knowing the implications and the pain that would follow?”
Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~7000
Rating: M (slight depression, fluff, romance, nibbles)
Warning:
Other: This is the epilogue for “Live Forever” and “Live Forever II: One“, which is practically just a sad excuse to have nibbles*
Thanks:
* smooching and touching....
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
You really wanna kill me with love overflow don't you?
Monday, March 26, 2012
SKKS Fanfic Community and "Recommended Reading"
Monday, February 27, 2012
Bring back my young ones from "The Moon that Embraces the Sun"
When the show started I was running around naked in my room in excitement that another show from the author of "Sungkyunkwan Scandal" was going to show. I looove, or rather I ABSOLUTELY ADORE "Sungkyunkwan Scandal" and with "The Moon that Embraces the Sun" I was anticipating a new enormous hit, however...
Friday, February 17, 2012
Word Challenge "Sungkyunkwan Scandal"

(chibi pic from Fearless)
If you don't know what a Word Challenge is then let me illuminate you:
A challenge can be made with specific rules, that are given beforehand.
You will have a set amount of time, or specific guidelines to write after, and if you break one you lose.
In short, it is a writing game!
For example, the rules I used were:
2 random words, same first letter (taken for example from a dictionary)
First word sets theme
Second word must be in text
No more than 300 words per text
10 minutes to write
and I chose my topic to be in short snippets from the life of Gu Yong Ha and Moon Jae Shin and I managed to write six pieces before I lost on the seventh.
Thursday, December 1, 2011
New poll "Is Yeo Un a seme or uke?" and old poll outcome
Monday, October 31, 2011
Posting of my fanfiction in "Archive of Our Own"
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Blown away by "Gu Yong Ha"

Wednesday, October 19, 2011
New poll "What subject would you like to read about in a Sungkyunkwan fanfic?"
New Sungkyunkwan fanfic to celebrate
Title: Save your Goodbye
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: Save your Goodbye – Mike Posner
Spoilers: -
Time frame: Entire series (mixed up snippets)
Summary: Sometimes what you call home is not a place, but a person. Sometimes what you call family is not your own blood. And sometimes silence speaks more than words.
Excerpt: “ The little lamp is flickering and shadows dance across Yong Ha's eyelashes and onto his cheeks. Jae Shin looks more intently as the shadow-play fascinates him and then it strikes him hard in his chest. Those are tears. ”
Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~3600
Rating: T (songfic, fluff)
Warning:
Other: The lyrics in “italic” are from “Save your Goodbye” from Mike Posner and the conversation in “italic” is original from the series.
Thanks: to knerrir who insisted that songfics are good and that I should do more of them.
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Sunday, October 16, 2011
twitter drool...

So if you can't see it -> it is Jang Geun Suk (Tae Kyung from "You're beautiful") and Song Joong Ki (Gu Yong Ha from "Sungkyunkwan Scandal") IN BED, TOGETHER! How adorable isn't that - it is like finding a basket of kittens, all for you :D
I can't imagine something smutty with this couple since they are both obviously UKE, but I can drool over the idea of both of them with tail and kitty-ears...
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Fanfiction "The Hardest of Hearts"
Wohoo! My new provocative fanfic is ready. This time I made it supersmutty with the unlikely (I think not, considering how In Soo is eyeing Yong Ha throughout the entire series...) couple of Ha In Soo/Gu Yong Ha.
This fanfic is dedicated to "Happy Fangirl" - hope you enjoy it! (Ta-meaut hiding in a corner, sweating in panic at the verdict...)
I might continue this fanfic later on, I still have a bunch of ideas but I lack the focus right now, so I'll just leave you with this one for now.
The header is below so you know the outline and please observe the NC-17 warning, for the faint of heart. So please, if you are ready to read it go here in AoOO.
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Title: The Fountain Arc I: The Hardest of Hearts
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: The Fountain - Pendulum
Spoilers: up to episode 12
Time frame: episode 5-12
Summary: How do you show your love, when the only way you know is by inflicting pain. Can you be freed from your handmade prison, by love? Or is there no escape for the unforgiven?
Excerpt: “So sweet. In Soo was breathless at the feeling of Yong Ha's lips on his cold skin. There was a fervour in Yong Ha's touch that were leading In Soo to a place beyond his control...and it was so sweet it was almost making him cry...”
Pairings: Ha In Soo/Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~6800
Rating: NC-17 (smut, romance, angst)
Warning: blazing hot, enough to need some tissues to stem the nosebleed
Other: This is a stand alone fic that might be continued if I have the inspiration later on.
I have taken some of the drama scenes and used/changed the original dialogue somewhat to fit my scenario. Dialogue in “italic” is original dialogue from the series, while all other dialogue is mine.
Thanks: This fanfic is dedicated to “happy fangirl” who is a die-hard fan of this “unusual” couple, thus inducing me to want to write more. Also thanks to “Quoteaddict” who has a huge compilation of SSKS quotes – they came very handy when I was trying to piece this fanfic together!
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Saturday, October 1, 2011
New writers
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
For my fans
Monday, September 26, 2011
stripped

First/Last Love
