Posting of my fanfiction in "Archive of Our Own"

Yes, finally I got the invitation for posting my fanfiction in "Archive of Our Own", which is a fan-based archive for any type of fanfiction.

I have started to realise that I needed a larger space for my fanfiction since blogger only allows up to 20 separate pages (guys, I am already closing in on this...). Also, AoOO has searchable tags, so its much easier to look for what type, rating and fandom of fanfic you want.

So, from now on I will keep posting here on my blog, and in AoOO and when my pages run out here in blogger I will only post in AoOO (but don't worry, I will provide links to the fiction here in my blog each time.) I will slowly fill AoOO with the rest of my posted fanfics, but it will probably take while, in the mean time they are still going to be here on my blog.

My page in AoOO is here, or you can just go to AoOO and search for "tameaut" or "Sungkyunkwan Scandal", "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" or "DBSK", to find them (and others too...)

Today I feel so cool...

Yes, I am stupidly grinning from side to side while laughing out loud and telling myself what a genius writer I am.

The reason?

My "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" fanfiction "Heart's a Mess" and "Surrender" have been scouted by anaapena ! So now they are featured on both dongsooslashyeoun and Tumblr.

I feel so loved. I feel so ridiculously happy that someone is actually appreciating my writing to the degree that they want to add it to their site ("Surrender" even got the tag "#i love her writing. i'm in love with this fic.").

Oooh, I think my writer antennas are tingling...I feel a fanfic coming up..could it be....could it be a Dong Soo/Un-ah fic? Yes, I think it is....

In the mean time, enjoy this mouthwatering picture of a very wet Yeo Un ( Yoo Seung Ho): (Oh and if you wanna see an evil Yoo Seung Ho go to Youtube and see T-ara's "Lies" , he is so hot as evil that he is sizzling...)

Picture from Dramacrazy

New "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" fanfiction: "Surrender"

Wohoo! The companion fic to my other WBDS fanfiction "Heart's a Mess" is finished!

Cannot believe how well it went. I have been squeezing this story in my head for so long now that eventually it had to come out. Anyway, for those of you who are Dong Soo/Yeo Un shippers - this is for you! (header is below, and fic is here or to the right in the list)

The screen cap below is from the very same episode 26, that inspired my fanfic.

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Title: “Surrender”

Series: Warrior Baek Dong Soo

Soundtrack: Surrender (Eelke Kleijn Remix) -Way out West

Spoilers: Episode 26

Time frame: silhouette night scene in Episode 26

Summary: To know if you love someone, do not imagine living in this world with them, just imagine to live in this world without them.

Excerpt: “Because you are darkness, I will be your light. Because you stand fast, I will move you. Because no matter how hard you fight it, your fate will destroy you, and I Baek Dong Soo, I will not allow that. I will fight it to the very last drop of my blood.”

Pairings: Baek Dong Soo/Yeo Un

Word count: ~2700

Rating: M (angst, romance)

Warning:

Other: This is the companion fic to “Heart's a Mess” which was written from Yeo Un's perspective. Since this fic is in Dong Soo's perspective I have used some of the phrases in polar opposition to give the sense of them being bound together by their strong feelings for each other (so, no, I have not copy-pasted this fic from the other...). I have used the informal way of saying Un's name, Un-ah, since I love the way it comes out of Dong Soo's mouth (like caramel syrup spread on pancakes). Text in “italic” is original conversation from the series.

Thanks:

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I knew it!

This picture from the media show for "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" makes all my fangirl antennas go off in joy!
Makes sense, they were just made for each other and since they couldn't get each other in the series, at least they can in real life (ho ho ho, evil manical laughter...)

They are so darn cute together, don't you think!

Reblogged from Tumblr

Pillow Book "sigh"

I am not lonely, I am alone

I am not angry, I am surprised

but

I get annoyed, when you say I am lonely

I get irritated, when you say I am angry

and most of all

I am tired, of always having to defend myself

because, I disturb you

Poem "this World"

To know if you love someone

do not imagine living in this world

with them

just imagine to live in this world

without them

New Fanfiction from Warrior Baek Dong Soo

Soo, I guess it is not surprising that I, Ta-meaut, being an enormous fan of bromance and boyXboy action, have gotten my eyes up on the amazing drama "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" and the mind-blowing chemistry that the two main male leads have (Baek Dong Soo played by Ji Chang Wook and Yeo Un played by Yoo Seung Ho). It is definitely on a Yong Ha/Jae Shin level. The only think I didn't like was that they have so little time on-screen together, so the scenes that you can write fanfictions about are far fewer than in Sungkyunkwan Scandal. Shame, shame...

By the way, Yoo Seung Ho has made me join the club of "Inappropriate Crush on much Younger Actors" since he is so hot he is sizzling and he is also a absolutely stunningly good actor - can you imagine he is only 18!!!. (Don't you just wanna dip him in chocolate and wrap him in foil???)

Picture from Thundies Prattle, who also have excellent recaps and other goodies.

Sooo, yes, my fanfic this time is about the new hot couple from Baek Dong Soo (surprise, surprise). Unfortunately there are only a few scenes that are suggestive in the drama, so of course these scenes are slightly overused right now in fanfictions, therefore I tried something else (I hope...). Header is below and the fic is either here or to the right as usual.

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Title: Heart's a Mess

Series: Warrior Baek Dong Soo

Soundtrack: Heart's a mess - Gotye

Spoilers: Episode 19

Time frame: Prison scene in Episode 19

Summary: All is so simple if you use fate as an excuse. All is so easy if you use hate as a guide. But what will you do, when someone violently takes it away from you, offering something else in return.

Excerpt: “Because you are light, I have to be darkness. Because you move me, I will stand fast. Because no matter how hard I fight it, my fate is to destroy you, and I Yeo Un, I will not allow that. I will fight it to the very last drop of my blood.”

Pairings: Baek Dong Soo/Yeo Un

Word count: ~1900

Rating: T (angst)

Warning:

Other: I have used the informal way of saying Un's name, Un-ah, since I love the way it comes out of Dong Soo's mouth (like caramel syrup spread on pancakes). Text in “italic” is original conversation from the series.

Thanks:

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Blown away by "Gu Yong Ha"

This is Song Joong Ki's new role in "Tree with Deep Roots".

He plays the young king Sejong in the first four episodes and he is AMAZINGLY good. I absolutely loved him as Gu Yong Ha in "Sungkyunkwan Scandal" and it is mind blowing to see him appear as the king. He has a completely different personality in the new series, and he pulls it off beautifully. Besides, I can't stop squealing at the idea of Gu Yong Ha with a mustache!!! (He still looks adorable !)

Picture from Thundies Prattle who also has recaps on many dramas and a whole section on Song Joong Ki in this drama.

New poll "What subject would you like to read about in a Sungkyunkwan fanfic?"

I put up a new poll after the results of my last poll came through.

This time I am asking what subject you would like to read about in a Sungkyunkwan fanfic. (Albeit the fact that I have lots more ideas, still, even though I am now more and more allured by Warrior Baek Dong Soo.)

I'll leave it up for a time and then I'll see what triggers your imagination!

New Sungkyunkwan fanfic to celebrate

To celebrate the fact that blogger pulled through I am now putting up my latest fanfic "Save your Goodbye". It is as usual my favourite pairing Jae Shin and Yong Ha, but this time I didn't make it smutty at all - so more people can read it ;) .

Anyway, header is below and the fic is on my AooO page!

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Title: Save your Goodbye

Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal

Soundtrack: Save your Goodbye – Mike Posner

Spoilers: -

Time frame: Entire series (mixed up snippets)

Summary: Sometimes what you call home is not a place, but a person. Sometimes what you call family is not your own blood. And sometimes silence speaks more than words.

Excerpt: “ The little lamp is flickering and shadows dance across Yong Ha's eyelashes and onto his cheeks. Jae Shin looks more intently as the shadow-play fascinates him and then it strikes him hard in his chest. Those are tears. ”

Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/Gu Yong Ha

Word count: ~3600

Rating: T (songfic, fluff)

Warning:

Other: The lyrics in “italic” are from “Save your Goodbye” from Mike Posner and the conversation in “italic” is original from the series.

Thanks: to knerrir who insisted that songfics are good and that I should do more of them.

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...and we are back!

Thank goodness...blogger came through and fixed the problem of commenting - so now ALL IS OK!

(I really sweated in panic there for a moment...)

Aargh...another addition to my list of "rage"

Just to let you know that right now blogger.com is having problems.

The problem is that you cannot post comments or see the comments on my separate pages. It has been like this for a week now.

If you would like to make comments on my fanfiction (that unfortunately is located on separate pages and thus have this problem) then you can go to the "post" of that fanfiction on the main page and leave your comments there.

I have signed up for a "Archive of our own", that seems to be soooo much better, but I have to wait on a list until November to get it. So I'll just have to hang in there until then.

So please know that I have not removed any comments already left, they just don't show until blogger has fixed the problem.

Pillow Book "Rage"

It isn't often I get mad, or upset or even annoyed. You will have to do quite a lot before I even raise my voice.

But...

There is ONE thing that makes me go straight into hellfire rage. That is the people that steals your time and energy.

In this category you have narrowminded, uneducated people, incompetent workers, well-meaning old ladies and all types of administrators.

This world would be so much better withouth these people....

or maybe it would just be duller...since I don't ever get mad otherwise...

twitter drool...

So if you can't see it -> it is Jang Geun Suk (Tae Kyung from "You're beautiful") and Song Joong Ki (Gu Yong Ha from "Sungkyunkwan Scandal") IN BED, TOGETHER! How adorable isn't that - it is like finding a basket of kittens, all for you :D

I can't imagine something smutty with this couple since they are both obviously UKE, but I can drool over the idea of both of them with tail and kitty-ears...

re-twittered from here

Poem "equity"

Just as black ink spreads on paper

tainting it forever

so does love, spread

so does hate, taint

while indifference leaves the paper blank

so that someone else can leave its mark

Poem "sapling"

Last night, when the moon was full

I dreamt of Death

She rose from the earth like a goddess

with a supernova crown

lawless

fearless

dauntless

She whispered

"Take a handful of earth, let it crumble.

Take a breath of cold air, fill your lungs.

Then, work my field, deep and true"

then,

boundless

breathless

endless

she exploded in blinding light

filling the field with her gentle rain

Together we planted the grains of death

so they can sprout and bloom

and immortality, will crumble like earth in your hand

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From each flower

knowledge flows

From each root

life grows

and each seed

moves the World forward

one grain at a time

for the sprouts of beginnings

only take root

in a heart touched by Death

Poem "moment 22"

Nothing happens

until something moves

Nothing moves

if there is no desire

No one desires

unless first a dream

Poem "human?"

Assume you were me

and

pretend I was you

What would you do?

and

Who would I be?

Short story "Coffee Club"

Sometimes I get my head out of the gutter and write other fiction than just smutty pieces of cute boys from good dramas. This is one of those moments.

I had a strange inspiration when I sat in this café that resulted in this original fiction. Header is below and short story is here or to the right in my usual listing.

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Title: Coffee Club

Series: -

Soundtrack: -

Spoilers: -

Time frame: -

Summary: What if you really looked at the person in front of you. No, really, really noticed them. What could you not learn?

Excerpt: “So many creatures, so many personalities all unique in their own way. None of them multiplied, ever. ”

Pairings: -

Word count: ~1100

Rating: K (original)

Warning:

Other:

Thanks: To my regular café that inspired this short story. Thanks to Frank Herbert that first used the term "singular multiplicity".

Fanfiction "The Hardest of Hearts"

Wohoo! My new provocative fanfic is ready. This time I made it supersmutty with the unlikely (I think not, considering how In Soo is eyeing Yong Ha throughout the entire series...) couple of Ha In Soo/Gu Yong Ha.

This fanfic is dedicated to "Happy Fangirl" - hope you enjoy it! (Ta-meaut hiding in a corner, sweating in panic at the verdict...)

I might continue this fanfic later on, I still have a bunch of ideas but I lack the focus right now, so I'll just leave you with this one for now.

The header is below so you know the outline and please observe the NC-17 warning, for the faint of heart. So please, if you are ready to read it go here in AoOO.

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Title: The Fountain Arc I: The Hardest of Hearts

Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal

Soundtrack: The Fountain - Pendulum

Spoilers: up to episode 12

Time frame: episode 5-12

Summary: How do you show your love, when the only way you know is by inflicting pain. Can you be freed from your handmade prison, by love? Or is there no escape for the unforgiven?

Excerpt: “So sweet. In Soo was breathless at the feeling of Yong Ha's lips on his cold skin. There was a fervour in Yong Ha's touch that were leading In Soo to a place beyond his control...and it was so sweet it was almost making him cry...”

Pairings: Ha In Soo/Gu Yong Ha

Word count: ~6800

Rating: NC-17 (smut, romance, angst)

Warning: blazing hot, enough to need some tissues to stem the nosebleed

Other: This is a stand alone fic that might be continued if I have the inspiration later on.

I have taken some of the drama scenes and used/changed the original dialogue somewhat to fit my scenario. Dialogue in “italic” is original dialogue from the series, while all other dialogue is mine.

Thanks: This fanfic is dedicated to “happy fangirl” who is a die-hard fan of this “unusual” couple, thus inducing me to want to write more. Also thanks to “Quoteaddict” who has a huge compilation of SSKS quotes – they came very handy when I was trying to piece this fanfic together!

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Budding bromance?

Now this is how we like to see cute boys acting:



Its Changmin from DBSQ/TVXQ and Min Ho from SHINee, getting up close and increasing the temperature in the concert hall by at least 1175 C*. Especially on the second pic, where it looks like Changmin is going to caress him gently...squeeaal....

* Enough to melt the iron hearts of non-believers

Composition of pictures from sharingyoochun , for your daily fix of cute boys

JYJ: "In Heaven" official MV

I recently heard JYJ newest single "In Heaven" and I actually like it. I am not really into them but I really like "Empty" from their first album.

Then I just saw yesterday that they had the official MV for "In Heaven" with Junsu! And he is so adorable in this video, you just wanna eat him :D !

Pillow Book "human behaviour III"

Is it not incredible how humans change with social environment?

In the place I am right now, there are many people within the same age group, all reliable adults with high education. People you would think are responsible and grown in their mannerism. But, oh how fast they digress to ape stage when just ONE individual gives them the chance.

For example: If one person stops cleaning after themselves, then suddenly no one is doing it. If one person makes loud noise (like music) in the middle of the night then suddenly everyone thinks its ok to keep doing it. None of these people would act like this at home...but shown the way by one individual they all seem to adapt, all too quickly.

It is as if all the courtesy, humanism and gentleness towards other people vanish in an instant and all they can think is of their chance to be egotistical. As if it is lurking underneath all the time, just waiting to take over.

And why is it that if one person acts reliable and with the good of others in his best, he is never copied but rather ridiculed and laughed at. As if gentleness and kindness is something to be avoided in this World.

Are we born selfish? Do we learn it? Can we be corrected if so?

Hard to say. But I do know for certain that it is much harder to be unselfish than selfish. And humans in general tend to take the easier path, following the group.

Therefore I want for myself to take the harder path. It is more struggle, more pain, more effort. But the rewards are thousand times greater.

and maybe, just maybe I might tilt the World a little, by my effort...

New writers

Today I stumbled across two new writers of Sungkyunkwan Scandal fanfiction and I was blown away, I have added them to my "Recommended reading"!

Slashedsilver and Ainosenshi has several really good pieces, albeit not so smutty (but I guess it can be good to alleviate myself from my own hardcore writings sometime ;) ). The pairings are, of course, our very favourites Yong Ha and Jae Shin!

I highly recommend them both!