Friday, February 11, 2011

Pillow Book "phrases that touch my heart"

"If I find 10,000 ways something won't work, I haven't failed. I am not discouraged, because every wrong attempt discarded is another step forward"
quote by Thomas Edison

Friday, February 4, 2011

Pillow Book "phrases that touch my heart"

Guys, I am tired....constantly surrounded by people who build mountains out of dust...Please, read Confucius and become wiser...


"Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated"

quote from Confucius "The Great Learning"




Thursday, February 3, 2011

Pillow Book "I am IV"

to be able to sail your sea of hope,
you have to explore your ocean of fear

Pillow Book "phrases that touch my heart"

If I had not gone into Monty Python, I probably would have stuck to my original plan to graduate and become a chartered accountant, perhaps a barrister lawyer, and gotten a nice house in the suburbs, with a nice wife and kids, and gotten a country club membership, and then I would have killed myself.

quote by John Cleese


Yes, I am right behind you!

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Illuminated

Listening to: Illuminated by Hurts

Add another poetry in motion to my shiver-list!

Time waits for no one,
So do you want to waste some time,
Oh, oh tonight?
Don't be afraid of tomorrow,
Just take my hand, i'll make it feel so much better tonight

Suddenly my eyes are open,
Everything comes into focus, oh,
We are all illuminated,
Lights are shining on our faces, blinding

Swing me these sorrows,
And try delusion for a while,
It's such a beautiful night,
You've got to lose inhibition,
Romance your ego for a while,
Come on, give it a try

Suddenly my eyes are open,
Everything comes into focus, oh,
We are all illuminated,
Lights are shining on our faces, blinding
We are, we are, blinding,
We are, we are, blinding

Suddenly my eyes are open,
Everything comes into focus, oh,
We are all illuminated,
Lights are shining on our faces, blinding
We are, we are, blinding,
We are, we are, blinding

Poem "a word"

Like a bullet to my spine
the world keels over

Like a blade through my heart
the world flips over

a word,

and my world
is over

Fanfiction "Lake Arc III - Howl"

Wohoo! I finished the "Lake Arc"! It took me a little while for the third part since I hadn't decided if I wanted to make more angsty end or not. (yes, I had this really super angsty version but I feel great right now so they got a less angsty ending...oh the poor characters..completely at mercy of my mood swings...)

I am kinda pleased how it turned out, so right now I am celebrating my own genius ;D , feel free to disregard my last rant..and go straight to the read "Lake Arc III - Howl".
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Title: Lake Arc III - Howl
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: Howl – Florence and the Machine
Spoilers: -
Time frame: After series end, before they graduate
Summary: A branch, loaded to the brim, will snap eventually, and when it does the rupture is ragged and ugly.
Excerpt: “As if Jae Shin would be able to stop now. The feeling of Yong Ha was like a drug, clouding his logics making him want more and more.
Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/ Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~4600
Rating: NC-17 (smut, violence, romance)
Warning: semi-non-consensual sex (but it ends well ; ) )
Other: This is part III of the Lake Arc, part I and II can be found here: “Lake Arc I – Illuminated” and “Lake Arc II - Fan”.
Thanks: I stumbled across the phrase "almost violence" but I can't remember where, but I love it and have reused it, so thanks to the fanficcer who used it first:
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My very own youtube channel

Wohoo!!

I have gotten a YouTube Channel . I have collected a bunch of my favourites videos and channels, most of them which inspire me.

I am so nerdy... :D

Pillow Book "movement"

Today as I was sitting on the train I was watching the rails going along the ground.

They all seemed so smooth, unbroken and never ending, all lost in the speed of the train. Only ever now and then was the motion interrupted by another rail crossing it.

Then suddenly I noted an old rusty railing following the tracks. This one was not smooth, it was not uniform and it was not an unbroken line.

Then I realised that out of all the things I was looking at from the train, the old rusty railing was the only thing that gave me the impact of moving forward. It was like standing in an elevator with completely a smooth wall. You have no idea if you are moving up or down or at all. There is nothing giving it away.

Except the imperfections.

I saw in front of me the comparison of life as these two objects.

Either smooth, perfect and glistening or old, rusty and broken.

But from my point of view on the train, all I could see was the old rusty railing that gave me a sense of moving forward.

Maybe it is, after all, the imperfections of our lives that makes us realise how far we have really come, when we finally take the time to look back.