New Stars Wars VII: The Force Awakens fanfic: Echoes

I was inspired by icestorming's beautiful drawing "collect/connect" that you can see below:

Header for my new fanfic in the kylux universe is below:

Title: Connections IV: Echoes

Series: Star Wars VII: The Force Awakens

Soundtrack: Echoes: Eliza Hull

Spoilers: No

Time frame: After SW7

Summary: Kylo Ren and General Hux are perfect opposites in every sense of the meaning and it is causing great disturbances in the force. What better way for the force to balance than to draw them inevitably together, each completing the other, to create something far more than they could ever be on their own.

Excerpt: “We are drawn together so violently that the very fabric of space is torn apart. A nuclear explosion so destructive even the force is not enough to contain it and the only way to save everything is to defy the very laws of physics - a stellar nursery of possibilities, a deep dark chasm so dim only the stars can guide you out.”

Pairings: Hux/Kylo Ren

Word count: ~1600

Rating: ()

Warning: A spiritual follow-up for my “Connections” series but not a story in the real sense of the word but more like poetry, or character study

Other: I started writing this from Hux OTP but when it was finished I realised that if you squint it could also be from Ren’s side – you take your pick.

Thanks: focus-quote from X-Men: First Class, I have found inspiration to my writings all over Tumblr and I can't even remember half of it, so if you recognise anything (within reason) and want to be credited just let me know. Special thanks to icestorming for the lovely drawing “collect/connect” for “incotober2016” that was the beginning of it all.

As ususal you can read it on AOOO by clicking here or above.

Star Wars VII: Fanfiction "Super Human"

By popular demand, here comes the continuation of my previous fanfic "Coward".

Title: Connections II: Super human
Series: Star Wars VII: The Force Awakens
Soundtrack: Super human - Andrew Bayer feat. Asbjørn
Spoilers: Yes
Time frame: end of movie
Summary: The end is not always what we expect it to be. Losing something important can mean that we win something else and running through a forest chasing treasure at the end of a rainbow isn’t always a fairytale.
Excerpt: “Hux felt frozen on the inside, fragile like withered leaves in autumn, as he squeezed harder on the shoulder trying to coax a reaction, any reaction, out of the still figure.”
Pairings: Hux/Kylo Ren
Word count: ~ 2000
Rating:  ()
Warning:
Other:
Thanks: I have found inspiration to my writings all over Tumblr and I can't even remember half of it, so if you recognise anything (within reason) and want to be credited just let me know. Fire-quote from “Sherlock”.

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As usual it is posted in AOOO archive: "Super Human"

Star Wars VII: Fanfiction "Coward"

I have a new ship that I cannot get out of my head, so I have done what I do best. Fanfic about it and as always I put the header below (as a teaser) and then you can follow the link in the title to the AOOO page:

Title: Connections I: Coward

Series: Star Wars VII: The Force Awakens

Soundtrack: Coward: Hayden Calnin

Spoilers: Yes

Time frame: End of movie

Summary: True freedom can only be taken by those have been chained, true love has to be given freely, abundantly, overflowing, expecting nothing in return and true peace can only come to those who are not cowards.

Excerpt: “He wanted to linger on it but he almost didn’t have the energy anymore to marvel at the idea of his heart laid so bare. Did Hux know this? Had Hux seen this before, this vibration travelling though the ribbons? Did he feel it? Would he feel it when they would fade. Would he feel the last... thump?”

Pairings: Hux/Kylo Ren

Word count: ~2500

Rating: ()

Warning: deathfic?

Other: This is a stand-alone “continuation” of metropolitanlights exquisite “Coloured Connections” - it is advisable to read it first since the concept of “connections” is not explained in this fic”.

Thanks: Thank you metropolitanlights for your amazing idea and fic! Poem from Miguel de Unamuno, also thanks to neurovicky whose Tumblr prompt “too late” made my demons sing in tune. Dialogue in italics is from “Coloured Connections”. Also I have found inspiration to my writings all over Tumblr and I can't even remember half of it, so if you recognise anything (within reason) and want to be credited just let me know.
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It is already published in AOOO under "Coward", nuff said.

Gundam Wing fanfiction in "Recommended Reading"

I am slowy getting back to my favourite OTP HeeroXDuo from "Gundam Wing" - some years ago I was mad about this couple and I realised the other day that this obsessions has never left, just shifted. There is just something very compelling about a violent, unfeeling guy coupling with a loud, brash guy with super-long hair - ah, the angst, the blood, the smut...

There was a period when I was on "Gundam Wing Addiction" every day reading something, yet I have never tried to write something myself on this couple - maybe because there are so much written already and its sooooo frigging good, like D. C. Logan.

I just love these fics from D. C Logan even though they are pretty mellow and non-smutty, the language is beautiful and the stories compelling. I feel like a better author just reading them.

Highly recommended!

Man, I miss anime like this, were the mere opening song  makes you go into bliss and nostalgia...

My "Sungkyunkwan Scandal" fics hosted on Tumblr

Gosh, I am so hot even Gu Yong Ha gives me approval! 

Pic from fyeahsongjoongki

Not only are my "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" fanfics hosted on DongSooSlashYeoUn but now my "Sungkyunkwan Scandal"  fics are ALSO hosted, on MySlashWorld!

TAMEAUT is CONQUERING TUMBLR and SPREADING THE SMUT !

New mindblowingly smutty "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" fanfic "Flesh"

So I went somewhat  (some say more...but I resent that...) crazy from lack of oxygen to my brain and other certain things and then I heard (repeatedly over and over again until my ears bled...) Anaapenas fanmix for DongSooslashYeoUn with "Flesh" and here are the results; a spankingly hardcore fanfic with our beloved OTP Dong Soo/Yeo Un in situations we would all like to see them in, often...and repeatedly...over and over again...(blood spurting out of every pore...). 

So all my perverted minions, go read, or whatever lascivious thing you would like to do (header is below for warning and link goes to my AO3 for reading as usual) :

"Flesh" by TaMeaut

(Un-ah! After we chop these dudes into pieces and bathe in their blood, how 'bout a "snack" at my place? I have peanut butter...)

Picture from PopV

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Title: Flesh 
Series: Warrior Baek Dong Soo
Soundtrack: Flesh – Simon Curtis
Spoilers: -
Time frame: Ep. 28 (right after the great battle at the palace where Un-ah and Dong Soo fought together)
Summary: Blood and fear are powerful aphrodisiacs, even more so when two of the most skilled swordsmen in Joseon come shoulder to shoulder in an epic battle to win the palace, and rivers of blood and bodies pool around them. Who wins in the end? And what spoils of war will be theirs after the blood is licked off their “swords”.
Excerpt: “Your tattered clothes in pieces around you, your hair clinging to your sweaty temples, a patch of dried blood on your cheek, your lips kiss-swollen as you watch me under half closed lids and I know what I want.”
Pairings: Baek Dong Soo/Yeo Un
Word count: ~5100
Rating: NC17 (hardcore smut, fluff and copious amounts of blood and other bodily liquids)
Warning: Just a sad excuse to have violent, blood tasting sex but I wanted this so badly and I regret nothing...I am living solely on the idea that Un-ah (after he leaves the fight) sits with his stone-face in front of the queen pretending not to have been just violently had by Dong Soo in all ways possible...
Other: Text in “bold” is original dialogue from series.
Thanks: Anaapenas who had ”Flesh” in her DSslashYW fanmix as alternative music to ”Euphoria” and I thought why not do something ”creative” with it since it is just begging for it.

New Sungkyunkwan Scandal fanfiction "Live Forever II: One" and "Live Forever III: Still Alive"

To Celebrate my returning from Death after a rather long and horrible hospital visit, and my 200 post in this blog, I am hereby presenting the sequel to my Sungkyunkwan Scandal fanfic "Live Forever".

I got some good comments on "Live Forever" due to the extremely sad and tortured nature of the topic, that spurred me to write a continuation which has resulted in two?! fanfics (links go to my AO3 for reading)

"Live Forever II: One"

and

"Live Forever III: Still Alive"

Headers are below, so you get an idea of the rating, after the fantabulous cover image that my ubercute fan Pandoraylam has made for "Live Forever".

Title: Live Forever II: One
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: One – Epik High
Spoilers: -
Time frame: -
Summary: What happens after you have given that one thing, only you can give? How does someone receive such a precious gift without changing altogether? And why is it that only when something has been taken from us do we learn to truly appreciate it?
Excerpt: “ Jae Shin's hand went back to the arrow. This arrow had had Jae Shins name on it until Yong Ha had stepped between and changed certain fate ...and how he wished that Yong Ha wouldn't have done that.”
Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~8700
Rating: T (angst, fluff)
Warning:
Other: This is the sequel to “Live Forever”, which I hadn't planned to write in the beginning.
Thanks: To YoonHee, and Anonymous, who thought is was just too sad to to have “Live Forever” end like it did and provided me with the outline.

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Title: Live Forever III: Still Alive
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: Still Alive – Lisa Miskovsky
Spoilers: -
Time frame: -
Summary: What if the only purpose you have found for your life is refused and the love you have can never be spoken, what will you do? Does a life like that mean only despair or can just being alive mean hope, hope that maybe someday something will change?
Excerpt: “Jae Shin's words were meant to be light and affectionate but they only emphasised the loneliness Yong Ha felt. How could he ever tell this man what was in his heart knowing the implications and the pain that would follow?”
Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~7000
Rating: M (slight depression, fluff, romance, nibbles)
Warning:
Other: This is the epilogue for “Live Forever” and “Live Forever II: One“, which is practically just a sad excuse to have nibbles*
Thanks:

* smooching and touching....

You really wanna kill me with love overflow don't you?

This is incredible!

My super duper fan, Pandoraylam, that did the super ultra great fanart for me for "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" (see this post) has created cover art for my fics (and in super high quality!) - including my "Sungkyunkwan Scandal" fics!

I just have to show you cause I am so impressed and honoured! Here is the one for "Storm":

This is the coolest ever - I really wanted to have something like this but I suck at this kind of artsy stuff so Pandoraylam really is doing me a overwhelming favour!

And showering me in LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE....

Now I can't wait for the rest....(fidget, fidget...)

Oh Ma Gawd! Love overload!

Dudes, LOVE is all around....

You have to check out this amazing pic that my über-cute ultima fan Pandoraylam has made for me! (notice the title of the book Un-ah is reading!!!)



I am so spazzing of sheer ecstasy here...Cannot believe someone actually likes my fics so much they add me into the fandom like this - its like the ultimate LOVE declaration!!! Just like when Anaapenas added me to dongsooslashyeoun ! Gosh, guys, I am overwhelmed!

She has other stuff going too that is amazing but I have to wait for it to be finish....aaaaaaa....I am so impatient....

New Fanfiction with a twist from "Warrior Baek Dong Soo"

I am currently obsessing about the scenario in "Euphoria"...

I have gotten so much brilliant feedback on my smutty "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" fanfic "Euphoria" that I decided to write an alternate version of it since the scenario is just too good to write just one, and I warning you all - I am going to have to keep writing until this scene is out of my head...

This one is more romantic and fluffy, as it was in many peoples comments, and please observe that this is NOT a sequel - it is an ALTERNATE VERSION!

So here you go: "Euphoria: Honeythief" in my AooO with header below.

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Title: Euphoria: Honeythief
Series: Warrior Baek Dong Soo
Soundtrack: Honeythief – Halou
Spoilers: -
Time frame: Ep. 17 (first meeting after three years)
Summary: What happens when the puppy you played with and cherished so much, suddenly runs away from you. Did you search for him? Or did you abandon him, like he did you? And if you meet again would you want to punish him or is forgiveness stronger than revenge?
Excerpt: “I am crying and with every tear, I get one step closer to my final dream, a pool of blood and you walking away. For I will drown in this lake of tears and broken dreams and you will walk away, for I am not worthy of anything else.”
Pairings: Baek Dong Soo/Yeo Un
Word count: ~13000
Rating: NC17 (angst galore, smut galore and fluff galore (so much fluff, bunnies are embarrassed) )
Warning:
Other: Since this scenario was just WAY too good to write only one fic about (“Euphoria”) I have here written an alternative version with a different angle. However, I am still reusing some of the original writing from “Euphoria”, especially the beginning and the end is the same with only subtle differences, so don't think you are crazy if you recognise some of it. Text in “bold” is original dialogue from series.
Thanks: To everyone who wanted a more romantic/fluffy love scene in "Euphoria"

Word Challenge "Sungkyunkwan Scandal"

So I did a Word Challenge for "Sungkyunkwan Scandal", I had loads of fun doing it but I lost in the end because I got to engrossed in my story.


(chibi pic from Fearless)

If you don't know what a Word Challenge is then let me illuminate you:

A challenge can be made with specific rules, that are given beforehand.
You will have a set amount of time, or specific guidelines to write after, and if you break one you lose.

In short, it is a writing game!

For example, the rules I used were:

2 random words, same first letter (taken for example from a dictionary)
First word sets theme
Second word must be in text
No more than 300 words per text
10 minutes to write

and I chose my topic to be in short snippets from the life of Gu Yong Ha and Moon Jae Shin and I managed to write six pieces before I lost on the seventh.

So for all hardcore Sungkyunkwan fanfic fans, I put it on my AooO page, HERE!

Final chapters of WBDS fanfic "Euphoria"

Rejoice my minions!

Your Master promised and have finally delivered!

Here is the final chapter and the epilogue for the Warrior Baek Dong Soo fanfic "Euphoria", all neatly placed in AooO.

Phew, I don't think I will ever do this again...I mean publish chapter by chapter...I am a wreck...


(pic from here edited by me)

I will try and post it on the blog to later on...

Update WBDS fanfiction "Euphoria", chapter 4 and 5

Wohoo...more smut, smuttier than smut.

You have all been so nice to me with fantastic comments, making me blush in joy, so I thought I had to work really, really hard. Hope I managed:

Chapter 4 and Chapter 5 of "Euphoria" is up on AooO!

...and thanks all you guys with the noosebleeds! Much appreciated!

NEW chapter for WBDS fanfic "Euphoria" (3/7)

As a Friday treat I hear by give you the next chapter of my latest "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" fanfic "Euphoria"!

And this is the one I know YOU all have been waiting for: SMUT galore...(and more on its way...)

The new chapter (Chapter 3 of 7) can be found in AooO, here or if you wanna read from the beginning again, here.

(pic from Tumblr)

Dears, have fun while reading (in any "position" you want...)...Oh, and if anyone would accidentally get a nosebleed- please do tell me...I would like to know...

PS Anaapenas! Please help yourself...If you'd like...

NEW eagerly anticipated WBDS fanfic "Euphoria" with seme/uke swap!!!

Yes! It is finally here, the ultra smutty new Warrior Baek Dong Soo fanfic that I have been promising you all...and YES, Un-ah and Dong Soo are switching positions!!! (I know you have all been waiting for that one, eh, you naughty things, you...)

This time though, it is sort of special.

1. The fic turned out to be ENORMOUSLY much longer than I had anticipated, so this time I have divided it into 7 Chapters and I will ONLY post it them AoOO right now, since blogger has problems handling those sizes (I know from personal experience). I will try and put it on the blog later on when all the chapters are done.

2. Since the fic turned out so long I haven't finished tweaking the last parts yet, so I have decided, for the first time ever, to publish it chapter by chapter, as I finish tweaking them. I generally do not like to do this since I am not a linear writer (meaning I am all over the place when I write, going back and forward to change things) but this time I am "mostly finished" (as in "mostly dead" from the "Princess Bride").

So the header is below and the two first chapters are up here and the next one's can be anticipated within one-two weeks, starting today.

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Title: Euphoria
Series: Warrior Baek Dong Soo
Soundtrack: Euphoria – Vamps
Spoilers: -
Time frame: Ep. 17 (first meeting after three years)
Summary: What happened to the puppy you played with and cherished, that one day ran away, throwing away your affection. How did he survive on his own, has he grown in to the wolf you imagined and would he still remember you if you met again? Would you want him back to again cherish him? Or would you prefer to take your revenge on him for abandoning you without an explanation?
Excerpt: “Do you want to make me bleed for what I said then? Do you want to take your comfort in my pain for all the unforgivable things I have done, the people I have killed?”
Pairings: Baek Dong, Soo/Yeo Un, Yeo Un/Baek Dong Soo
Word count: ~13000
Rating: NC-17 (hardcore smut, angst, violence, some madness and fluff (if you squint) )
Warning: Not for the faint of heart cause I am going all out here...
Other: This is how the first meeting between Dong Soo and Un after three years apart should have been in ep. 17! Courtesy of Cherkell that gave me the idea of the brilliant scenario. Also this is the spiritual sequel to “Black Star”, however you can also read it on its own. Words in “bold” is original dialogue from series.
Thanks: to everyone who desired a “swap*”-fic. Thanks to nitsa where I nicked the phrase “Don't think too much, it's simple.” and to dfjules that I nicked the concept “from puppy to wolf” from.

*interchanging seme/uke rolls in the same fic

New smutty fanfiction from Warrior Baek Dong Soo "Black Star"

Wohoo! Drumroll....cake eating time...

Here is my new "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" fanfiction "Black Star".

As the cravings on smut have increased exponentially, I have also increased the smut-factor in this fic...however not so much you will get nosebleed...yet...(this I am saving for my upcoming ultra-smutty piece that is right now sizzling in my mind...)

In the mean time, please enjoy "Black Star".

I will also post it on "Archive of our Own" later on.

Oh, and Anaapenas, if you really like it and want to, I give you permission...

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Title: Black Star

Series: Warrior Baek Dong Soo
Soundtrack: Black Star – Avril Lavigne
Spoilers: ep. 9-11
Time frame: ep. 9-11 (at the beacon post)
Summary: If you have never loved before, how can you know the feelings you have are love? If no one has ever loved you before, how can you know that what they are giving is love?
Excerpt: “Un-ah hadn't hesitated a second before he answered. He didn't know love, so how could he possibly have felt passionate love?”
Pairings: Yeo Un/Baek Dong Soo, Baek Dong Soo/Yeo Un
Word count: ~4300
Rating: NC-17 (angst, smut)
Warning:
Other: This is the companion fic to “Unusual You”, it can be read as both a direct angsty sequel or just alone as an alternative to “Unusual You”, since I have changed the mood from fluff to angst. In ep. 11 I felt as if Un-ah's entire demeanour had changed at their return to the palace, as if he had come to a tough decision. This is my idea of what that was. Quotes in “italic” are original from series.
Thanks:

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Picture from Tumblr edited by me.

Spanking brand new "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" fanfiction "Unusual You"

Cannot almost believe it myself. I have managed to get out another "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" fanfic. This time it turned excruciatingly fluffy, because I re-saw some episodes and got so frustrated at them just waltzing around each other, when they should obviously get busy and make babies. (I would practically kill to see these two kiss in the series...the sheer chemistry they share is so tangible its ridiculous...)

I also got inspired by the fabulous picture below (I swear I laughed for hours when I saw this one, Dong Soo's expression is just so fitting its insane...), that I caught off Tumblr.

Find the new "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" fanfic "Unusual You" here, to the right in my listing OR on "Archive of our Own" where I will be posting it later on. For the faint of heart I also put the header below, please be aware that it is NC-17!

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Title: Unusual You

Series: Warrior Baek Dong Soo
Soundtrack: Unusual You – Britney Spears (yeah, so sue me but I like this song...)
Spoilers: -
Time frame: ~ep 9-11 (when they are at the beacon post)
Summary: When you stand on the edge of knife, one word could be all that is needed to tip you over. When you only have one goal in mind, one action could be all that is needed to stop you. Then maybe you will discover something surprising, something important.
Excerpt: “Winning or loosing had completely lost its meaning as all that mattered was that Un-ah was here and that he didn't want Dong Soo to stop what he was doing.”
Pairings: Baek Dong Soo/Yeo Un
Word count: ~2800
Rating: NC-17 (smut, fluff)
Warning: Highly gratuitous smut, for no good reason whatsoever, than the author being sexually frustrated by these two beating around the bush for 29 episodes.
Other:
Thanks: For Anaapenas who urged me on to write more about this couple since she liked my WBDS fanfictions so much (to the point of hosting them on her Tumblr!).
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Posting of my fanfiction in "Archive of Our Own"

Yes, finally I got the invitation for posting my fanfiction in "Archive of Our Own", which is a fan-based archive for any type of fanfiction.

I have started to realise that I needed a larger space for my fanfiction since blogger only allows up to 20 separate pages (guys, I am already closing in on this...). Also, AoOO has searchable tags, so its much easier to look for what type, rating and fandom of fanfic you want.

So, from now on I will keep posting here on my blog, and in AoOO and when my pages run out here in blogger I will only post in AoOO (but don't worry, I will provide links to the fiction here in my blog each time.) I will slowly fill AoOO with the rest of my posted fanfics, but it will probably take while, in the mean time they are still going to be here on my blog.

My page in AoOO is here, or you can just go to AoOO and search for "tameaut" or "Sungkyunkwan Scandal", "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" or "DBSK", to find them (and others too...)

Today I feel so cool...

Yes, I am stupidly grinning from side to side while laughing out loud and telling myself what a genius writer I am.

The reason?

My "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" fanfiction "Heart's a Mess" and "Surrender" have been scouted by anaapena ! So now they are featured on both dongsooslashyeoun and Tumblr.

I feel so loved. I feel so ridiculously happy that someone is actually appreciating my writing to the degree that they want to add it to their site ("Surrender" even got the tag "#i love her writing. i'm in love with this fic.").

Oooh, I think my writer antennas are tingling...I feel a fanfic coming up..could it be....could it be a Dong Soo/Un-ah fic? Yes, I think it is....

In the mean time, enjoy this mouthwatering picture of a very wet Yeo Un ( Yoo Seung Ho): (Oh and if you wanna see an evil Yoo Seung Ho go to Youtube and see T-ara's "Lies" , he is so hot as evil that he is sizzling...)

Picture from Dramacrazy

New "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" fanfiction: "Surrender"

Wohoo! The companion fic to my other WBDS fanfiction "Heart's a Mess" is finished!

Cannot believe how well it went. I have been squeezing this story in my head for so long now that eventually it had to come out. Anyway, for those of you who are Dong Soo/Yeo Un shippers - this is for you! (header is below, and fic is here or to the right in the list)

The screen cap below is from the very same episode 26, that inspired my fanfic.

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Title: “Surrender”

Series: Warrior Baek Dong Soo

Soundtrack: Surrender (Eelke Kleijn Remix) -Way out West

Spoilers: Episode 26

Time frame: silhouette night scene in Episode 26

Summary: To know if you love someone, do not imagine living in this world with them, just imagine to live in this world without them.

Excerpt: “Because you are darkness, I will be your light. Because you stand fast, I will move you. Because no matter how hard you fight it, your fate will destroy you, and I Baek Dong Soo, I will not allow that. I will fight it to the very last drop of my blood.”

Pairings: Baek Dong Soo/Yeo Un

Word count: ~2700

Rating: M (angst, romance)

Warning:

Other: This is the companion fic to “Heart's a Mess” which was written from Yeo Un's perspective. Since this fic is in Dong Soo's perspective I have used some of the phrases in polar opposition to give the sense of them being bound together by their strong feelings for each other (so, no, I have not copy-pasted this fic from the other...). I have used the informal way of saying Un's name, Un-ah, since I love the way it comes out of Dong Soo's mouth (like caramel syrup spread on pancakes). Text in “italic” is original conversation from the series.

Thanks:

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