The obscure writings of Ta-Meaut; indeterminate poet, ambiguous writer and amorphous philosopher.......... I don't live to write, I write to live...
Friday, March 14, 2014
More awesomeness from Dak-shi
Thursday, May 10, 2012
My "Sungkyunkwan Scandal" fics hosted on Tumblr
Not only are my "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" fanfics hosted on DongSooSlashYeoUn but now my "Sungkyunkwan Scandal" fics are ALSO hosted, on MySlashWorld!
Sunday, April 22, 2012
New mindblowingly smutty "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" fanfic "Flesh"
Title: Flesh
Series: Warrior Baek Dong Soo
Soundtrack: Flesh – Simon Curtis
Spoilers: -
Time frame: Ep. 28 (right after the great battle at the palace where Un-ah and Dong Soo fought together)
Summary: Blood and fear are powerful aphrodisiacs, even more so when two of the most skilled swordsmen in Joseon come shoulder to shoulder in an epic battle to win the palace, and rivers of blood and bodies pool around them. Who wins in the end? And what spoils of war will be theirs after the blood is licked off their “swords”.
Excerpt: “Your tattered clothes in pieces around you, your hair clinging to your sweaty temples, a patch of dried blood on your cheek, your lips kiss-swollen as you watch me under half closed lids and I know what I want.”
Pairings: Baek Dong Soo/Yeo Un
Word count: ~5100
Rating: NC17 (hardcore smut, fluff and copious amounts of blood and other bodily liquids)
Warning: Just a sad excuse to have violent, blood tasting sex but I wanted this so badly and I regret nothing...I am living solely on the idea that Un-ah (after he leaves the fight) sits with his stone-face in front of the queen pretending not to have been just violently had by Dong Soo in all ways possible...
Other: Text in “bold” is original dialogue from series.
Thanks: Anaapenas who had ”Flesh” in her DSslashYW fanmix as alternative music to ”Euphoria” and I thought why not do something ”creative” with it since it is just begging for it.
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Just have to put up this link because it is so true...
Monday, March 19, 2012
New Fanfiction with a twist from "Warrior Baek Dong Soo"

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Series: Warrior Baek Dong Soo
Soundtrack: Honeythief – Halou
Spoilers: -
Time frame: Ep. 17 (first meeting after three years)
Summary: What happens when the puppy you played with and cherished so much, suddenly runs away from you. Did you search for him? Or did you abandon him, like he did you? And if you meet again would you want to punish him or is forgiveness stronger than revenge?
Excerpt: “I am crying and with every tear, I get one step closer to my final dream, a pool of blood and you walking away. For I will drown in this lake of tears and broken dreams and you will walk away, for I am not worthy of anything else.”
Pairings: Baek Dong Soo/Yeo Un
Word count: ~13000
Rating: NC17 (angst galore, smut galore and fluff galore (so much fluff, bunnies are embarrassed) )
Warning:
Other: Since this scenario was just WAY too good to write only one fic about (“Euphoria”) I have here written an alternative version with a different angle. However, I am still reusing some of the original writing from “Euphoria”, especially the beginning and the end is the same with only subtle differences, so don't think you are crazy if you recognise some of it. Text in “bold” is original dialogue from series.
Thanks: To everyone who wanted a more romantic/fluffy love scene in "Euphoria"
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
Final chapters of WBDS fanfic "Euphoria"
Phew, I don't think I will ever do this again...I mean publish chapter by chapter...I am a wreck...

(pic from here edited by me)
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Update WBDS fanfiction "Euphoria", chapter 4 and 5
Friday, January 27, 2012
NEW chapter for WBDS fanfic "Euphoria" (3/7)
Monday, January 23, 2012
NEW eagerly anticipated WBDS fanfic "Euphoria" with seme/uke swap!!!
This time though, it is sort of special.
2. Since the fic turned out so long I haven't finished tweaking the last parts yet, so I have decided, for the first time ever, to publish it chapter by chapter, as I finish tweaking them. I generally do not like to do this since I am not a linear writer (meaning I am all over the place when I write, going back and forward to change things) but this time I am "mostly finished" (as in "mostly dead" from the "Princess Bride").

Title: Euphoria
Series: Warrior Baek Dong Soo
Soundtrack: Euphoria – Vamps
Spoilers: -
Time frame: Ep. 17 (first meeting after three years)
Summary: What happened to the puppy you played with and cherished, that one day ran away, throwing away your affection. How did he survive on his own, has he grown in to the wolf you imagined and would he still remember you if you met again? Would you want him back to again cherish him? Or would you prefer to take your revenge on him for abandoning you without an explanation?
Excerpt: “Do you want to make me bleed for what I said then? Do you want to take your comfort in my pain for all the unforgivable things I have done, the people I have killed?”
Pairings: Baek Dong, Soo/Yeo Un, Yeo Un/Baek Dong Soo
Word count: ~13000
Rating: NC-17 (hardcore smut, angst, violence, some madness and fluff (if you squint) )
Warning: Not for the faint of heart cause I am going all out here...
Other: This is how the first meeting between Dong Soo and Un after three years apart should have been in ep. 17! Courtesy of Cherkell that gave me the idea of the brilliant scenario. Also this is the spiritual sequel to “Black Star”, however you can also read it on its own. Words in “bold” is original dialogue from series.
Thanks: to everyone who desired a “swap*”-fic. Thanks to nitsa where I nicked the phrase “Don't think too much, it's simple.” and to dfjules that I nicked the concept “from puppy to wolf” from.
*interchanging seme/uke rolls in the same fic
Friday, December 9, 2011
New smutty fanfiction from Warrior Baek Dong Soo "Black Star"

Soundtrack: Black Star – Avril Lavigne
Spoilers: ep. 9-11
Time frame: ep. 9-11 (at the beacon post)
Summary: If you have never loved before, how can you know the feelings you have are love? If no one has ever loved you before, how can you know that what they are giving is love?
Excerpt: “Un-ah hadn't hesitated a second before he answered. He didn't know love, so how could he possibly have felt passionate love?”
Pairings: Yeo Un/Baek Dong Soo, Baek Dong Soo/Yeo Un
Word count: ~4300
Rating: NC-17 (angst, smut)
Warning:
Other: This is the companion fic to “Unusual You”, it can be read as both a direct angsty sequel or just alone as an alternative to “Unusual You”, since I have changed the mood from fluff to angst. In ep. 11 I felt as if Un-ah's entire demeanour had changed at their return to the palace, as if he had come to a tough decision. This is my idea of what that was. Quotes in “italic” are original from series.
Thanks:
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Fanfiction "The Hardest of Hearts"
Wohoo! My new provocative fanfic is ready. This time I made it supersmutty with the unlikely (I think not, considering how In Soo is eyeing Yong Ha throughout the entire series...) couple of Ha In Soo/Gu Yong Ha.
This fanfic is dedicated to "Happy Fangirl" - hope you enjoy it! (Ta-meaut hiding in a corner, sweating in panic at the verdict...)
I might continue this fanfic later on, I still have a bunch of ideas but I lack the focus right now, so I'll just leave you with this one for now.
The header is below so you know the outline and please observe the NC-17 warning, for the faint of heart. So please, if you are ready to read it go here in AoOO.
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Title: The Fountain Arc I: The Hardest of Hearts
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: The Fountain - Pendulum
Spoilers: up to episode 12
Time frame: episode 5-12
Summary: How do you show your love, when the only way you know is by inflicting pain. Can you be freed from your handmade prison, by love? Or is there no escape for the unforgiven?
Excerpt: “So sweet. In Soo was breathless at the feeling of Yong Ha's lips on his cold skin. There was a fervour in Yong Ha's touch that were leading In Soo to a place beyond his control...and it was so sweet it was almost making him cry...”
Pairings: Ha In Soo/Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~6800
Rating: NC-17 (smut, romance, angst)
Warning: blazing hot, enough to need some tissues to stem the nosebleed
Other: This is a stand alone fic that might be continued if I have the inspiration later on.
I have taken some of the drama scenes and used/changed the original dialogue somewhat to fit my scenario. Dialogue in “italic” is original dialogue from the series, while all other dialogue is mine.
Thanks: This fanfic is dedicated to “happy fangirl” who is a die-hard fan of this “unusual” couple, thus inducing me to want to write more. Also thanks to “Quoteaddict” who has a huge compilation of SSKS quotes – they came very handy when I was trying to piece this fanfic together!
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Monday, January 17, 2011
Holy Smut
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Fanfiction "Undiclosed Desires"
This time I made a fluffy Sungkyunkwan fanfiction as a break to the angsty shots I have been doing lately.
Its also a treat for the reader since you get to choose your own smutty Jong Ha/Jae Shin ending :D
So what are you waiting for? Go right now to "Undiclosed Desires"!
Oh, if you havent seen beyond episode 12 you should feel warned for spoilers, see header:
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Fanfiction "Starry Eyes"
You should probably read "Say it Right" to understand the context but I guess if you just want a regular smutty oneshot you could also read it straight off.
I put "Starry Eyes" in a separate page, due to practicality but here is the header:
I would like to mention my smut-muse kinnosuikazura who manages to make me mentally tingle with her fanfiction.
What is particularly good with her writings is that she makes it deliciously voluptuous and surprising without making it too graphical. She is enormously good in making me raise my eyebrows in surprise of unusual pairings or situations that in the end turn out to be a fantastic idea. Also she is the one inventing the word “plushly” that I from this day forward cannot stop using.
I wish I could be as innovative as you so I am going to work hard!
Thanks again, kinnosuikazura. You really make me open my eyes...
Friday, November 26, 2010
Fanfiction "Mercy"
I put "Mercy" my AooO archive.
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What I particularly like about her writings is the fact that she manages to stay in subject and characters so blatantly good that you can really see them behave and talk as they do in the series.
She is also really good in using the blanks in the original storyboard to add stories that could be completely plausible for the official storyline.
I wish I could write like this, so I am going to persevere and try my best.
Thanks again, Solanyxe. You really opened my eyes!




