The obscure writings of Ta-Meaut; indeterminate poet, ambiguous writer and amorphous philosopher.......... I don't live to write, I write to live...
Tuesday, February 16, 2016
Fanfiction translation to Vietnamese
Friday, April 13, 2012
New Sungkyunkwan Scandal fanfiction "Live Forever II: One" and "Live Forever III: Still Alive"
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: One – Epik High
Spoilers: -
Time frame: -
Summary: What happens after you have given that one thing, only you can give? How does someone receive such a precious gift without changing altogether? And why is it that only when something has been taken from us do we learn to truly appreciate it?
Excerpt: “ Jae Shin's hand went back to the arrow. This arrow had had Jae Shins name on it until Yong Ha had stepped between and changed certain fate ...and how he wished that Yong Ha wouldn't have done that.”
Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~8700
Rating: T (angst, fluff)
Warning:
Other: This is the sequel to “Live Forever”, which I hadn't planned to write in the beginning.
Thanks: To YoonHee, and Anonymous, who thought is was just too sad to to have “Live Forever” end like it did and provided me with the outline.
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: Still Alive – Lisa Miskovsky
Spoilers: -
Time frame: -
Summary: What if the only purpose you have found for your life is refused and the love you have can never be spoken, what will you do? Does a life like that mean only despair or can just being alive mean hope, hope that maybe someday something will change?
Excerpt: “Jae Shin's words were meant to be light and affectionate but they only emphasised the loneliness Yong Ha felt. How could he ever tell this man what was in his heart knowing the implications and the pain that would follow?”
Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~7000
Rating: M (slight depression, fluff, romance, nibbles)
Warning:
Other: This is the epilogue for “Live Forever” and “Live Forever II: One“, which is practically just a sad excuse to have nibbles*
Thanks:
* smooching and touching....
Friday, February 17, 2012
Word Challenge "Sungkyunkwan Scandal"

(chibi pic from Fearless)
If you don't know what a Word Challenge is then let me illuminate you:
A challenge can be made with specific rules, that are given beforehand.
You will have a set amount of time, or specific guidelines to write after, and if you break one you lose.
In short, it is a writing game!
For example, the rules I used were:
2 random words, same first letter (taken for example from a dictionary)
First word sets theme
Second word must be in text
No more than 300 words per text
10 minutes to write
and I chose my topic to be in short snippets from the life of Gu Yong Ha and Moon Jae Shin and I managed to write six pieces before I lost on the seventh.
Thursday, December 1, 2011
New poll "Is Yeo Un a seme or uke?" and old poll outcome
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
New Sungkyunkwan fanfic to celebrate
Title: Save your Goodbye
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: Save your Goodbye – Mike Posner
Spoilers: -
Time frame: Entire series (mixed up snippets)
Summary: Sometimes what you call home is not a place, but a person. Sometimes what you call family is not your own blood. And sometimes silence speaks more than words.
Excerpt: “ The little lamp is flickering and shadows dance across Yong Ha's eyelashes and onto his cheeks. Jae Shin looks more intently as the shadow-play fascinates him and then it strikes him hard in his chest. Those are tears. ”
Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~3600
Rating: T (songfic, fluff)
Warning:
Other: The lyrics in “italic” are from “Save your Goodbye” from Mike Posner and the conversation in “italic” is original from the series.
Thanks: to knerrir who insisted that songfics are good and that I should do more of them.
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Saturday, October 8, 2011
Fanfiction "The Hardest of Hearts"
Wohoo! My new provocative fanfic is ready. This time I made it supersmutty with the unlikely (I think not, considering how In Soo is eyeing Yong Ha throughout the entire series...) couple of Ha In Soo/Gu Yong Ha.
This fanfic is dedicated to "Happy Fangirl" - hope you enjoy it! (Ta-meaut hiding in a corner, sweating in panic at the verdict...)
I might continue this fanfic later on, I still have a bunch of ideas but I lack the focus right now, so I'll just leave you with this one for now.
The header is below so you know the outline and please observe the NC-17 warning, for the faint of heart. So please, if you are ready to read it go here in AoOO.
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Title: The Fountain Arc I: The Hardest of Hearts
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: The Fountain - Pendulum
Spoilers: up to episode 12
Time frame: episode 5-12
Summary: How do you show your love, when the only way you know is by inflicting pain. Can you be freed from your handmade prison, by love? Or is there no escape for the unforgiven?
Excerpt: “So sweet. In Soo was breathless at the feeling of Yong Ha's lips on his cold skin. There was a fervour in Yong Ha's touch that were leading In Soo to a place beyond his control...and it was so sweet it was almost making him cry...”
Pairings: Ha In Soo/Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~6800
Rating: NC-17 (smut, romance, angst)
Warning: blazing hot, enough to need some tissues to stem the nosebleed
Other: This is a stand alone fic that might be continued if I have the inspiration later on.
I have taken some of the drama scenes and used/changed the original dialogue somewhat to fit my scenario. Dialogue in “italic” is original dialogue from the series, while all other dialogue is mine.
Thanks: This fanfic is dedicated to “happy fangirl” who is a die-hard fan of this “unusual” couple, thus inducing me to want to write more. Also thanks to “Quoteaddict” who has a huge compilation of SSKS quotes – they came very handy when I was trying to piece this fanfic together!
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Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Fanfiction "Storm II: Hurricane"
Title: Storm II: Hurricane
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: Hurricane - 30 Seconds to Mars
Spoilers: -
Time frame: After series end
Summary: Its been one and a half years since Yong Ha left for Qing and took his heart with him. Everyone's life’s are moving forward except for one, Moon Jae Shin. What will he do? And why? And in the end will the answer he gets, free him or will it bring him something entirely different?
Excerpt: “The mere thought made Jae Shin sick to the stomach. It had never occurred to him.
For some reason he had imagined Yong Ha to be in the same state as himself. How foolish”
Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~9800
Rating: M (angst, violence, romance)
Warning:...can't...stop...myself...from...poetry....overdose...
Other: This is the continuation of my oneshot “Storm”. I was not planning on writing a continuation from the beginning but I had an epiphany and suddenly the plot was clear. The lyrics are from “Hurricane” by 30 Seconds to Mars and the other quotes in italic are from “Storm” except the “destiny” quote that is from “Kung Fu Panda”. Min-Min means “bright-bright” and Ae-Mi means “love-eternal”, they are completely invented by me using korean composite names.
Thanks:
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