Showing posts with label angst. Show all posts
Showing posts with label angst. Show all posts

Monday, January 23, 2012

NEW eagerly anticipated WBDS fanfic "Euphoria" with seme/uke swap!!!

Yes! It is finally here, the ultra smutty new Warrior Baek Dong Soo fanfic that I have been promising you all...and YES, Un-ah and Dong Soo are switching positions!!! (I know you have all been waiting for that one, eh, you naughty things, you...)

This time though, it is sort of special.

1. The fic turned out to be ENORMOUSLY much longer than I had anticipated, so this time I have divided it into 7 Chapters and I will ONLY post it them AoOO right now, since blogger has problems handling those sizes (I know from personal experience). I will try and put it on the blog later on when all the chapters are done.

2. Since the fic turned out so long I haven't finished tweaking the last parts yet, so I have decided, for the first time ever, to publish it chapter by chapter, as I finish tweaking them. I generally do not like to do this since I am not a linear writer (meaning I am all over the place when I write, going back and forward to change things) but this time I am "mostly finished" (as in "mostly dead" from the "Princess Bride").

So the header is below and the two first chapters are up here and the next one's can be anticipated within one-two weeks, starting today.



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Title: Euphoria
Series: Warrior Baek Dong Soo
Soundtrack: Euphoria – Vamps
Spoilers: -
Time frame: Ep. 17 (first meeting after three years)
Summary: What happened to the puppy you played with and cherished, that one day ran away, throwing away your affection. How did he survive on his own, has he grown in to the wolf you imagined and would he still remember you if you met again? Would you want him back to again cherish him? Or would you prefer to take your revenge on him for abandoning you without an explanation?
Excerpt: “Do you want to make me bleed for what I said then? Do you want to take your comfort in my pain for all the unforgivable things I have done, the people I have killed?”
Pairings: Baek Dong, Soo/Yeo Un, Yeo Un/Baek Dong Soo
Word count: ~13000
Rating: NC-17 (hardcore smut, angst, violence, some madness and fluff (if you squint) )
Warning: Not for the faint of heart cause I am going all out here...
Other: This is how the first meeting between Dong Soo and Un after three years apart should have been in ep. 17! Courtesy of Cherkell that gave me the idea of the brilliant scenario. Also this is the spiritual sequel to “Black Star”, however you can also read it on its own. Words in “bold” is original dialogue from series.
Thanks: to everyone who desired a “swap*”-fic. Thanks to nitsa where I nicked the phrase “Don't think too much, it's simple.” and to dfjules that I nicked the concept “from puppy to wolf” from.

*interchanging seme/uke rolls in the same fic

Friday, December 9, 2011

New smutty fanfiction from Warrior Baek Dong Soo "Black Star"



Wohoo! Drumroll....cake eating time...

Here is my new "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" fanfiction "Black Star".

As the cravings on smut have increased exponentially, I have also increased the smut-factor in this fic...however not so much you will get nosebleed...yet...(this I am saving for my upcoming ultra-smutty piece that is right now sizzling in my mind...)

In the mean time, please enjoy "Black Star".

I will also post it on "Archive of our Own" later on.

Oh, and Anaapenas, if you really like it and want to, I give you permission...

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Title: Black Star
Series: Warrior Baek Dong Soo
Soundtrack: Black Star – Avril Lavigne
Spoilers: ep. 9-11
Time frame: ep. 9-11 (at the beacon post)
Summary: If you have never loved before, how can you know the feelings you have are love? If no one has ever loved you before, how can you know that what they are giving is love?
Excerpt: “Un-ah hadn't hesitated a second before he answered. He didn't know love, so how could he possibly have felt passionate love?”
Pairings: Yeo Un/Baek Dong Soo, Baek Dong Soo/Yeo Un
Word count: ~4300
Rating: NC-17 (angst, smut)
Warning:
Other: This is the companion fic to “Unusual You”, it can be read as both a direct angsty sequel or just alone as an alternative to “Unusual You”, since I have changed the mood from fluff to angst. In ep. 11 I felt as if Un-ah's entire demeanour had changed at their return to the palace, as if he had come to a tough decision. This is my idea of what that was. Quotes in “italic” are original from series.
Thanks:
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Picture from Tumblr edited by me.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

New "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" fanfiction: "Surrender"

Wohoo! The companion fic to my other WBDS fanfiction "Heart's a Mess" is finished!

Cannot believe how well it went. I have been squeezing this story in my head for so long now that eventually it had to come out. Anyway, for those of you who are Dong Soo/Yeo Un shippers - this is for you! (header is below, and fic is here or to the right in the list)

The screen cap below is from the very same episode 26, that inspired my fanfic.



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Title: “Surrender”

Series: Warrior Baek Dong Soo

Soundtrack: Surrender (Eelke Kleijn Remix) -Way out West

Spoilers: Episode 26

Time frame: silhouette night scene in Episode 26

Summary: To know if you love someone, do not imagine living in this world with them, just imagine to live in this world without them.

Excerpt: “Because you are darkness, I will be your light. Because you stand fast, I will move you. Because no matter how hard you fight it, your fate will destroy you, and I Baek Dong Soo, I will not allow that. I will fight it to the very last drop of my blood.”

Pairings: Baek Dong Soo/Yeo Un

Word count: ~2700

Rating: M (angst, romance)

Warning:

Other: This is the companion fic to “Heart's a Mess” which was written from Yeo Un's perspective. Since this fic is in Dong Soo's perspective I have used some of the phrases in polar opposition to give the sense of them being bound together by their strong feelings for each other (so, no, I have not copy-pasted this fic from the other...). I have used the informal way of saying Un's name, Un-ah, since I love the way it comes out of Dong Soo's mouth (like caramel syrup spread on pancakes). Text in “italic” is original conversation from the series.

Thanks:

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Saturday, October 8, 2011

Fanfiction "The Hardest of Hearts"

Wohoo! My new provocative fanfic is ready. This time I made it supersmutty with the unlikely (I think not, considering how In Soo is eyeing Yong Ha throughout the entire series...) couple of Ha In Soo/Gu Yong Ha.


This fanfic is dedicated to "Happy Fangirl" - hope you enjoy it! (Ta-meaut hiding in a corner, sweating in panic at the verdict...)


I might continue this fanfic later on, I still have a bunch of ideas but I lack the focus right now, so I'll just leave you with this one for now.


The header is below so you know the outline and please observe the NC-17 warning, for the faint of heart. So please, if you are ready to read it go here in AoOO.

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Title: The Fountain Arc I: The Hardest of Hearts

Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal

Soundtrack: The Fountain - Pendulum

Spoilers: up to episode 12

Time frame: episode 5-12

Summary: How do you show your love, when the only way you know is by inflicting pain. Can you be freed from your handmade prison, by love? Or is there no escape for the unforgiven?

Excerpt: “So sweet. In Soo was breathless at the feeling of Yong Ha's lips on his cold skin. There was a fervour in Yong Ha's touch that were leading In Soo to a place beyond his control...and it was so sweet it was almost making him cry...”

Pairings: Ha In Soo/Gu Yong Ha

Word count: ~6800

Rating: NC-17 (smut, romance, angst)

Warning: blazing hot, enough to need some tissues to stem the nosebleed

Other: This is a stand alone fic that might be continued if I have the inspiration later on.

I have taken some of the drama scenes and used/changed the original dialogue somewhat to fit my scenario. Dialogue in “italic” is original dialogue from the series, while all other dialogue is mine.

Thanks: This fanfic is dedicated to “happy fangirl” who is a die-hard fan of this “unusual” couple, thus inducing me to want to write more. Also thanks to “Quoteaddict” who has a huge compilation of SSKS quotes – they came very handy when I was trying to piece this fanfic together!

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Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Fanfiction "Lake Arc III - Howl"

Wohoo! I finished the "Lake Arc"! It took me a little while for the third part since I hadn't decided if I wanted to make more angsty end or not. (yes, I had this really super angsty version but I feel great right now so they got a less angsty ending...oh the poor characters..completely at mercy of my mood swings...)

I am kinda pleased how it turned out, so right now I am celebrating my own genius ;D , feel free to disregard my last rant..and go straight to the read "Lake Arc III - Howl".
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Title: Lake Arc III - Howl
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: Howl – Florence and the Machine
Spoilers: -
Time frame: After series end, before they graduate
Summary: A branch, loaded to the brim, will snap eventually, and when it does the rupture is ragged and ugly.
Excerpt: “As if Jae Shin would be able to stop now. The feeling of Yong Ha was like a drug, clouding his logics making him want more and more.”
Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/ Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~4600
Rating: NC-17 (smut, violence, romance)
Warning: semi-non-consensual sex (but it ends well ; ) )
Other: This is part III of the Lake Arc, part I and II can be found here: “Lake Arc I – Illuminated” and “Lake Arc II - Fan”.
Thanks: I stumbled across the phrase "almost violence" but I can't remember where, but I love it and have reused it, so thanks to the fanficcer who used it first:
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Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Fanfiction "Lake Arc II - Fan"

Oooh, Ok i finally have part II of the Lake Arc, this time from Yong Ha's point of view.


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Title: Lake Arc II - Fan
Series: Original
Soundtrack: Fan – Epik High
Spoilers: -
Time frame: after series end, before they graduate
Summary: Yong Ha is amused with this enticing game, until he realises something...but then will it be too late?
Excerpt: “He couldn’t possibly think that it was a secret any longer? To Yong Ha? He almost felt insulted and frustrated and annoyed and confused and …amused.”
Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/ Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~ 1400
Rating: T (fluff, romance, angst)
Warning:
Other: This is part II of the Lake Arc, part one can be found here "Lake Arc I - Illuminated"
Thanks:
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Fanfiction "Live Forever"

Sorry guys, I am feeling the weight of the world right now so my next posting is a very depressive fanfiction "Live Forever". (Feel warned...)
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Title: Live Forever
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: Die Tonight, Live Forever - Innerpartysystem
Spoilers: -
Time frame: -
Summary: Is there something only you can give, that no one else can?
Excerpt: “With his heart beating away. With his mind going wild.
He ran as fast as the fear was spreading inside him.”
Pairings: Gu Yong Ha/Moon Jae Shin
Word count: ~1100
Rating: M (death, angst)
Warning: Character death (implied)
Other:
Thanks:
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