The obscure writings of Ta-Meaut; indeterminate poet, ambiguous writer and amorphous philosopher.......... I don't live to write, I write to live...
Thursday, December 1, 2011
New poll "Is Yeo Un a seme or uke?" and old poll outcome
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Blown away by "Gu Yong Ha"

Wednesday, October 19, 2011
New poll "What subject would you like to read about in a Sungkyunkwan fanfic?"
New Sungkyunkwan fanfic to celebrate
Title: Save your Goodbye
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: Save your Goodbye – Mike Posner
Spoilers: -
Time frame: Entire series (mixed up snippets)
Summary: Sometimes what you call home is not a place, but a person. Sometimes what you call family is not your own blood. And sometimes silence speaks more than words.
Excerpt: “ The little lamp is flickering and shadows dance across Yong Ha's eyelashes and onto his cheeks. Jae Shin looks more intently as the shadow-play fascinates him and then it strikes him hard in his chest. Those are tears. ”
Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~3600
Rating: T (songfic, fluff)
Warning:
Other: The lyrics in “italic” are from “Save your Goodbye” from Mike Posner and the conversation in “italic” is original from the series.
Thanks: to knerrir who insisted that songfics are good and that I should do more of them.
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Sunday, October 16, 2011
twitter drool...

So if you can't see it -> it is Jang Geun Suk (Tae Kyung from "You're beautiful") and Song Joong Ki (Gu Yong Ha from "Sungkyunkwan Scandal") IN BED, TOGETHER! How adorable isn't that - it is like finding a basket of kittens, all for you :D
I can't imagine something smutty with this couple since they are both obviously UKE, but I can drool over the idea of both of them with tail and kitty-ears...
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Fanfiction "The Hardest of Hearts"
Wohoo! My new provocative fanfic is ready. This time I made it supersmutty with the unlikely (I think not, considering how In Soo is eyeing Yong Ha throughout the entire series...) couple of Ha In Soo/Gu Yong Ha.
This fanfic is dedicated to "Happy Fangirl" - hope you enjoy it! (Ta-meaut hiding in a corner, sweating in panic at the verdict...)
I might continue this fanfic later on, I still have a bunch of ideas but I lack the focus right now, so I'll just leave you with this one for now.
The header is below so you know the outline and please observe the NC-17 warning, for the faint of heart. So please, if you are ready to read it go here in AoOO.
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Title: The Fountain Arc I: The Hardest of Hearts
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: The Fountain - Pendulum
Spoilers: up to episode 12
Time frame: episode 5-12
Summary: How do you show your love, when the only way you know is by inflicting pain. Can you be freed from your handmade prison, by love? Or is there no escape for the unforgiven?
Excerpt: “So sweet. In Soo was breathless at the feeling of Yong Ha's lips on his cold skin. There was a fervour in Yong Ha's touch that were leading In Soo to a place beyond his control...and it was so sweet it was almost making him cry...”
Pairings: Ha In Soo/Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~6800
Rating: NC-17 (smut, romance, angst)
Warning: blazing hot, enough to need some tissues to stem the nosebleed
Other: This is a stand alone fic that might be continued if I have the inspiration later on.
I have taken some of the drama scenes and used/changed the original dialogue somewhat to fit my scenario. Dialogue in “italic” is original dialogue from the series, while all other dialogue is mine.
Thanks: This fanfic is dedicated to “happy fangirl” who is a die-hard fan of this “unusual” couple, thus inducing me to want to write more. Also thanks to “Quoteaddict” who has a huge compilation of SSKS quotes – they came very handy when I was trying to piece this fanfic together!
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Saturday, October 1, 2011
New writers
Monday, September 26, 2011
stripped

First/Last Love

Tuesday, May 17, 2011
"happy fangirl" look here!
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Fanfiction "Storm II: Hurricane"
Title: Storm II: Hurricane
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: Hurricane - 30 Seconds to Mars
Spoilers: -
Time frame: After series end
Summary: Its been one and a half years since Yong Ha left for Qing and took his heart with him. Everyone's life’s are moving forward except for one, Moon Jae Shin. What will he do? And why? And in the end will the answer he gets, free him or will it bring him something entirely different?
Excerpt: “The mere thought made Jae Shin sick to the stomach. It had never occurred to him.
For some reason he had imagined Yong Ha to be in the same state as himself. How foolish”
Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~9800
Rating: M (angst, violence, romance)
Warning:...can't...stop...myself...from...poetry....overdose...
Other: This is the continuation of my oneshot “Storm”. I was not planning on writing a continuation from the beginning but I had an epiphany and suddenly the plot was clear. The lyrics are from “Hurricane” by 30 Seconds to Mars and the other quotes in italic are from “Storm” except the “destiny” quote that is from “Kung Fu Panda”. Min-Min means “bright-bright” and Ae-Mi means “love-eternal”, they are completely invented by me using korean composite names.
Thanks:
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Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Fanfiction "Lake Arc III - Howl"
Friday, January 28, 2011
Pillow Book "Phrases that touch my heart"
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Fanfiction "Lake Arc II - Fan"
Fanfiction "Live Forever"
Friday, January 21, 2011
Fanfiction "Lake Arc I - Illuminated"
Friday, January 14, 2011
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Fanfiction "Undiclosed Desires"
This time I made a fluffy Sungkyunkwan fanfiction as a break to the angsty shots I have been doing lately.
Its also a treat for the reader since you get to choose your own smutty Jong Ha/Jae Shin ending :D
So what are you waiting for? Go right now to "Undiclosed Desires"!
Oh, if you havent seen beyond episode 12 you should feel warned for spoilers, see header:
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Fanfiction "Storm"
Truth be told I could not get this song out of my head and I knew straight away what I should write, so here we go again - another angsty songfic!
Here is "Storm", in a separate page, with header:
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Fanfiction "Creep"
Then yesterday I managed to listen to Radioheads "Creep" and all just fell into place. So before I could stop myself I wrote a songfic inspired by the lyrics of "Creep".
I put "Creep" in a separate page as usual, here is the header:
I also want to take this chance to introduce iFardel. She has written two pretty short fanfics that are so right on that I can't be but astonished. She manages in such a limited amount of words catch the intense emotions of our favourite couple Yong Ha/Jae Shin without making it pressed.
Several wordings she has written is so smooth I almost gloss over in pleasure as I read them over and over again.
I wish I could be as short, smooth and sweet as you, so I am going to work very hard!
Thanks again, iFardel. You inspire me...