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Gosh, I am so hot even Gu Yong Ha gives me approval! 

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New Sungkyunkwan Scandal fanfiction "Live Forever II: One" and "Live Forever III: Still Alive"

To Celebrate my returning from Death after a rather long and horrible hospital visit, and my 200 post in this blog, I am hereby presenting the sequel to my Sungkyunkwan Scandal fanfic "Live Forever".

I got some good comments on "Live Forever" due to the extremely sad and tortured nature of the topic, that spurred me to write a continuation which has resulted in two?! fanfics (links go to my AO3 for reading)

"Live Forever II: One"

and

"Live Forever III: Still Alive"

Headers are below, so you get an idea of the rating, after the fantabulous cover image that my ubercute fan Pandoraylam has made for "Live Forever".

Title: Live Forever II: One
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: One – Epik High
Spoilers: -
Time frame: -
Summary: What happens after you have given that one thing, only you can give? How does someone receive such a precious gift without changing altogether? And why is it that only when something has been taken from us do we learn to truly appreciate it?
Excerpt: “ Jae Shin's hand went back to the arrow. This arrow had had Jae Shins name on it until Yong Ha had stepped between and changed certain fate ...and how he wished that Yong Ha wouldn't have done that.”
Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~8700
Rating: T (angst, fluff)
Warning:
Other: This is the sequel to “Live Forever”, which I hadn't planned to write in the beginning.
Thanks: To YoonHee, and Anonymous, who thought is was just too sad to to have “Live Forever” end like it did and provided me with the outline.

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Title: Live Forever III: Still Alive
Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Soundtrack: Still Alive – Lisa Miskovsky
Spoilers: -
Time frame: -
Summary: What if the only purpose you have found for your life is refused and the love you have can never be spoken, what will you do? Does a life like that mean only despair or can just being alive mean hope, hope that maybe someday something will change?
Excerpt: “Jae Shin's words were meant to be light and affectionate but they only emphasised the loneliness Yong Ha felt. How could he ever tell this man what was in his heart knowing the implications and the pain that would follow?”
Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/Gu Yong Ha
Word count: ~7000
Rating: M (slight depression, fluff, romance, nibbles)
Warning:
Other: This is the epilogue for “Live Forever” and “Live Forever II: One“, which is practically just a sad excuse to have nibbles*
Thanks:

* smooching and touching....

Word Challenge "Sungkyunkwan Scandal"

So I did a Word Challenge for "Sungkyunkwan Scandal", I had loads of fun doing it but I lost in the end because I got to engrossed in my story.


(chibi pic from Fearless)

If you don't know what a Word Challenge is then let me illuminate you:

A challenge can be made with specific rules, that are given beforehand.
You will have a set amount of time, or specific guidelines to write after, and if you break one you lose.

In short, it is a writing game!

For example, the rules I used were:

2 random words, same first letter (taken for example from a dictionary)
First word sets theme
Second word must be in text
No more than 300 words per text
10 minutes to write

and I chose my topic to be in short snippets from the life of Gu Yong Ha and Moon Jae Shin and I managed to write six pieces before I lost on the seventh.

So for all hardcore Sungkyunkwan fanfic fans, I put it on my AooO page, HERE!

Posting of my fanfiction in "Archive of Our Own"

Yes, finally I got the invitation for posting my fanfiction in "Archive of Our Own", which is a fan-based archive for any type of fanfiction.

I have started to realise that I needed a larger space for my fanfiction since blogger only allows up to 20 separate pages (guys, I am already closing in on this...). Also, AoOO has searchable tags, so its much easier to look for what type, rating and fandom of fanfic you want.

So, from now on I will keep posting here on my blog, and in AoOO and when my pages run out here in blogger I will only post in AoOO (but don't worry, I will provide links to the fiction here in my blog each time.) I will slowly fill AoOO with the rest of my posted fanfics, but it will probably take while, in the mean time they are still going to be here on my blog.

My page in AoOO is here, or you can just go to AoOO and search for "tameaut" or "Sungkyunkwan Scandal", "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" or "DBSK", to find them (and others too...)

Blown away by "Gu Yong Ha"

This is Song Joong Ki's new role in "Tree with Deep Roots".

He plays the young king Sejong in the first four episodes and he is AMAZINGLY good. I absolutely loved him as Gu Yong Ha in "Sungkyunkwan Scandal" and it is mind blowing to see him appear as the king. He has a completely different personality in the new series, and he pulls it off beautifully. Besides, I can't stop squealing at the idea of Gu Yong Ha with a mustache!!! (He still looks adorable !)

Picture from Thundies Prattle who also has recaps on many dramas and a whole section on Song Joong Ki in this drama.

New poll "What subject would you like to read about in a Sungkyunkwan fanfic?"

I put up a new poll after the results of my last poll came through.

This time I am asking what subject you would like to read about in a Sungkyunkwan fanfic. (Albeit the fact that I have lots more ideas, still, even though I am now more and more allured by Warrior Baek Dong Soo.)

I'll leave it up for a time and then I'll see what triggers your imagination!

New Sungkyunkwan fanfic to celebrate

To celebrate the fact that blogger pulled through I am now putting up my latest fanfic "Save your Goodbye". It is as usual my favourite pairing Jae Shin and Yong Ha, but this time I didn't make it smutty at all - so more people can read it ;) .

Anyway, header is below and the fic is on my AooO page!

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Title: Save your Goodbye

Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal

Soundtrack: Save your Goodbye – Mike Posner

Spoilers: -

Time frame: Entire series (mixed up snippets)

Summary: Sometimes what you call home is not a place, but a person. Sometimes what you call family is not your own blood. And sometimes silence speaks more than words.

Excerpt: “ The little lamp is flickering and shadows dance across Yong Ha's eyelashes and onto his cheeks. Jae Shin looks more intently as the shadow-play fascinates him and then it strikes him hard in his chest. Those are tears. ”

Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/Gu Yong Ha

Word count: ~3600

Rating: T (songfic, fluff)

Warning:

Other: The lyrics in “italic” are from “Save your Goodbye” from Mike Posner and the conversation in “italic” is original from the series.

Thanks: to knerrir who insisted that songfics are good and that I should do more of them.

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twitter drool...

So if you can't see it -> it is Jang Geun Suk (Tae Kyung from "You're beautiful") and Song Joong Ki (Gu Yong Ha from "Sungkyunkwan Scandal") IN BED, TOGETHER! How adorable isn't that - it is like finding a basket of kittens, all for you :D

I can't imagine something smutty with this couple since they are both obviously UKE, but I can drool over the idea of both of them with tail and kitty-ears...

re-twittered from here

Fanfiction "The Hardest of Hearts"

Wohoo! My new provocative fanfic is ready. This time I made it supersmutty with the unlikely (I think not, considering how In Soo is eyeing Yong Ha throughout the entire series...) couple of Ha In Soo/Gu Yong Ha.

This fanfic is dedicated to "Happy Fangirl" - hope you enjoy it! (Ta-meaut hiding in a corner, sweating in panic at the verdict...)

I might continue this fanfic later on, I still have a bunch of ideas but I lack the focus right now, so I'll just leave you with this one for now.

The header is below so you know the outline and please observe the NC-17 warning, for the faint of heart. So please, if you are ready to read it go here in AoOO.

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Title: The Fountain Arc I: The Hardest of Hearts

Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal

Soundtrack: The Fountain - Pendulum

Spoilers: up to episode 12

Time frame: episode 5-12

Summary: How do you show your love, when the only way you know is by inflicting pain. Can you be freed from your handmade prison, by love? Or is there no escape for the unforgiven?

Excerpt: “So sweet. In Soo was breathless at the feeling of Yong Ha's lips on his cold skin. There was a fervour in Yong Ha's touch that were leading In Soo to a place beyond his control...and it was so sweet it was almost making him cry...”

Pairings: Ha In Soo/Gu Yong Ha

Word count: ~6800

Rating: NC-17 (smut, romance, angst)

Warning: blazing hot, enough to need some tissues to stem the nosebleed

Other: This is a stand alone fic that might be continued if I have the inspiration later on.

I have taken some of the drama scenes and used/changed the original dialogue somewhat to fit my scenario. Dialogue in “italic” is original dialogue from the series, while all other dialogue is mine.

Thanks: This fanfic is dedicated to “happy fangirl” who is a die-hard fan of this “unusual” couple, thus inducing me to want to write more. Also thanks to “Quoteaddict” who has a huge compilation of SSKS quotes – they came very handy when I was trying to piece this fanfic together!

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New writers

Today I stumbled across two new writers of Sungkyunkwan Scandal fanfiction and I was blown away, I have added them to my "Recommended reading"!

Slashedsilver and Ainosenshi has several really good pieces, albeit not so smutty (but I guess it can be good to alleviate myself from my own hardcore writings sometime ;) ). The pairings are, of course, our very favourites Yong Ha and Jae Shin!

I highly recommend them both!

For my fans

I have recently received lots of comments on my fanfiction and I just want to let you all know how much I appreciate it. Each and every one of you are precious to me.

I will soon reply to everyones comments! It has jsut taken me some time due to my health issues, so please bear with me.

I am also currently working on new stuff (yes, "happy fangirl" - look forward to it!), but it will probably take a little while for it to be perfected so in the mean time you can enjoy some translated passages from the books that Sungkyunkwan Scandal is based on, on this blog: LOSCS - Life of the Sungkyunkwan Scholars.

stripped

quote from James Bond in "Casino Royal"

This quote is one of the most beautiful quotes I know and so fitting Yong Ha after his heartbroken plead to Jae Shin in episode 13 of Sungkyunkwan Scandal

First/Last Love

quote from "Edge of Love"

Just stumbled across this beautiful quote and thought it suited Yong Ha from Sungkyunkwan Scandal so well.

"happy fangirl" look here!

I recently got a very nice comment from a fan of my SKKS fanfiction "Creep", but for some strange reason the comment doesn't show on the page.

Therefore I would like the permission from "happy fangirl" to add it to my comments on the page, and as a treat I would like to dedicate my next SKKS fanfiction with Ha in Soo and Gu Yong Ha to her. I am thinking of a really smutty piece with an unusual pairing not often found in SKKS fanfictions...

So just send me a comment and I will get right on it!

By the way, "happy fangirl" you really made me very happy with your praise, you really inspire me to write more.

Fanfiction "Storm II: Hurricane"

Wow, I think I even surprised myself. How the bleep did I manage to write a new fanficiton so quick?

Aish, who cares...Go read the continuation of Storm: "Storm II: Hurricane"

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Title: Storm II: Hurricane

Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal

Soundtrack: Hurricane - 30 Seconds to Mars

Spoilers: -

Time frame: After series end

Summary: Its been one and a half years since Yong Ha left for Qing and took his heart with him. Everyone's life’s are moving forward except for one, Moon Jae Shin. What will he do? And why? And in the end will the answer he gets, free him or will it bring him something entirely different?

Excerpt: “The mere thought made Jae Shin sick to the stomach. It had never occurred to him.

For some reason he had imagined Yong Ha to be in the same state as himself. How foolish”

Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/Gu Yong Ha

Word count: ~9800

Rating: M (angst, violence, romance)

Warning:...can't...stop...myself...from...poetry....overdose...

Other: This is the continuation of my oneshot “Storm”. I was not planning on writing a continuation from the beginning but I had an epiphany and suddenly the plot was clear. The lyrics are from “Hurricane” by 30 Seconds to Mars and the other quotes in italic are from “Storm” except the “destiny” quote that is from “Kung Fu Panda”. Min-Min means “bright-bright” and Ae-Mi means “love-eternal”, they are completely invented by me using korean composite names.

Thanks:

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Fanfiction "Lake Arc III - Howl"

Wohoo! I finished the "Lake Arc"! It took me a little while for the third part since I hadn't decided if I wanted to make more angsty end or not. (yes, I had this really super angsty version but I feel great right now so they got a less angsty ending...oh the poor characters..completely at mercy of my mood swings...)

I am kinda pleased how it turned out, so right now I am celebrating my own genius ;D , feel free to disregard my last rant..and go straight to the read "Lake Arc III - Howl".

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Title: Lake Arc III - Howl

Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal

Soundtrack: Howl – Florence and the Machine

Spoilers: -

Time frame: After series end, before they graduate

Summary: A branch, loaded to the brim, will snap eventually, and when it does the rupture is ragged and ugly.

Excerpt: “As if Jae Shin would be able to stop now. The feeling of Yong Ha was like a drug, clouding his logics making him want more and more.”

Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/ Gu Yong Ha

Word count: ~4600

Rating: NC-17 (smut, violence, romance)

Warning: semi-non-consensual sex (but it ends well ; ) )

Other: This is part III of the Lake Arc, part I and II can be found here: “Lake Arc I – Illuminated” and “Lake Arc II - Fan”.

Thanks: I stumbled across the phrase "almost violence" but I can't remember where, but I love it and have reused it, so thanks to the fanficcer who used it first:

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Pillow Book "I am III"

A few days ago I was in a situation where someone told me, that the he thought I should give up on my biggest dream, that I have pursued for quite some time. He felt that I did not have what it takes to do it, or to quote him directly:

"You are incompetent, slow and someone needs to help you with everything. You should give up, you are not fit for this."

Of course I already knew what he was going to say, and frankly his opinion makes no difference for me at all, but what is interesting is how he said it - "you SHOULD give up".

This is a litany I have heard ever since I was a child, over and over again. I have chosen a subject of studies and work that is traditionally male and very complex, and therefore I have NEVER had any support whatsoever from neither my family, friends, teachers och society.

It has not stopped me at all, rather it has just made me more determined to succeed! To show myself that I can do it, despite others opinions.

The entire time he was lecturing me I couldn't help having a quote from Sungkyunkwan Scandal in my head:

"You cannot make me give up with the words ""you can't do it",

because from the day I sought to learn literature as a girl,

I never once heard the words "you can do it"."

(quote by Kim Yoon Hee in Sungkyunkwan Scandal)

It is so right on that it is scary. For I too, have never once heard anyone tell me: "You can do it!"

No, rather all my life I have heard words like: "Give up" , "you are not good enough", "you are only a girl", "I am doing you a favour telling you this", "it would be better for you" and so on...

It is sad. It is pathetic. It is horrifying how someone think they have the right to judge you.

Funnily enough, I have actually succeeded. I have not given up, neither on me or my dream, and I have come to a understanding on why people feel they have to say these things:

They are afraid that we might succeed! That is why they tell you that you should give up.

Deep, down they are terrified that we might succeed - because it would mean that they have failed. They have failed themselves.

So, don't ever give up! Everyone had a right to their own opinion, but NO ONE has the right to tell to give up (which also makes me think of another quote from this formidable series:)

"I have finally come to stand in front of my target,

until I have shot all the arrows given to me

I have no thoughts of giving up."

quote by Kim Yoon Hee in Sungkyunkwan Scandal

So I tell you,

Until you shoot all the arrows that life has given you, DO NOT GIVE UP!

for even if you miss the target, maybe the very last arrow WILL hit it, and if you give up before you shoot it, you will never know if you could have done it or not.

Pillow Book "Phrases that touch my heart"

"I would give my life,

to be human"

lyrics from Ellie Goulding - Human

"I am the best dressed man in Joseon [...]

The more the colours don't match,

the bolder you can wear them together"

quote from Gu Yong Ha in Sungkyunkwan Scandal

"The world is yours

It's what you make of it

Shake it up!"

lyrics from SuperJunior - Shake it Up

"What we do in life,

Echoes in Eternity"

quote from Maximus in Gladiator

"But he knows that he’s miles behind everyone else and deals with the fact that he’s pathetic, incompetent and insignificant. He doesn’t give up on himself. What greater talent is there to be wanted?"

quote from Yoo Chang-ik in Sungkyunkwan Scandal

"The Road to Hell,

is paved with Good Intentions"

old saying

Fanfiction "Lake Arc II - Fan"

Oooh, Ok i finally have part II of the Lake Arc, this time from Yong Ha's point of view.

Enjoy, "Lake Arc II - Fan"

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Title: Lake Arc II - Fan

Series: Original

Soundtrack: Fan – Epik High

Spoilers: -

Time frame: after series end, before they graduate

Summary: Yong Ha is amused with this enticing game, until he realises something...but then will it be too late?

Excerpt: “He couldn’t possibly think that it was a secret any longer? To Yong Ha? He almost felt insulted and frustrated and annoyed and confused and …amused.”

Pairings: Moon Jae Shin/ Gu Yong Ha

Word count: ~ 1400

Rating: T (fluff, romance, angst)

Warning:

Other: This is part II of the Lake Arc, part one can be found here "Lake Arc I - Illuminated"

Thanks:

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Fanfiction "Live Forever"

Sorry guys, I am feeling the weight of the world right now so my next posting is a very depressive fanfiction "Live Forever". (Feel warned...)

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Title: Live Forever

Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal

Soundtrack: Die Tonight, Live Forever - Innerpartysystem

Spoilers: -

Time frame: -

Summary: Is there something only you can give, that no one else can?

Excerpt: “With his heart beating away. With his mind going wild.

He ran as fast as the fear was spreading inside him.”

Pairings: Gu Yong Ha/Moon Jae Shin

Word count: ~1100

Rating: M (death, angst)

Warning: Character death (implied)

Other:

Thanks:

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