The obscure writings of Ta-Meaut; indeterminate poet, ambiguous writer and amorphous philosopher.......... I don't live to write, I write to live...
Monday, January 9, 2012
Pillow Book "stay"
Maybe a place that can make you cry, of the sheer blueness of sky and penetrating green of the forest, is a place good enough to linger in...until you die...
WOW I'm amazed by your writing if this was a story I would imagine it would be like an imaginary world a girl or any person came up with and a place they entered, in there dream just to escape a darker reality....... staying in the dream till they woke up and died (I know bizarre right lol)
Hi Maria! Your comment made me smile - you really have a good imagination - I hadn't seen it like that until you described it...very beautiful and inspiring! Thanks!
HAHA awwwwwwwwwww thank you tameaut@ xxxx,,, well I did write a little fic to do with a girl being abused and her mother and went to sleep in own imaginary world dreaming and never wanting to wake up I was inspired by evanescence song imaginary I used most of the lyrics for the fic so I can't really say I came up with the story lol and I got ideas from different things like alice in wonderland and there was an old british 80s movie called paper house something about a girl that was drawing a picture and ended up dreamign of her darwings in her dream a world she created I find those sorts of things awesome the whole concept of going to sleep and in your mind creating a world of your own I love those kinds of movie's in my opinion there thought provoking and I love thought provoking movies that make you think about life in general also another cool concept I think would be cool in a movie is a person that draw a picture and it comes to life a painting and uses it to torment people like drawing if painting there fear and it comes to life it reminds me of ep 203 to 205 of the anime naruto (If your aware of that anime) in those eps there was a girl that painted and even thought it was onlyy genjutsu (illusion) it still fascinated me even though it's not real lol so therefore my fic was only used from evanescenece song imaginary it inspired I would of sent you the fic but I deleted it because after I wrote it and went through it it made me feel depressed truthfully lol and I decided to delete because I believe in order to write a fanfic or story, novel whatever you have to be happy with it and my little fic I wasn't happy with but i'm glad I gave it a go!
Yh but I probably won't write in a while It's not because I don't think I can write at all it's just I feel I need to be motivated into it like for example I wrote like 8 or 9 warrior baek dong soo fanfics there not very good though noting compared to yours and other amazing fanfics I just love how these fanfics of WBDS use all these brilliant words I don't know how to explain lol but I read a fanfic of WBDS to do with yeo un who died and dong soo was sat next to ji sun drinking and dong soo thinking about how much he missed yeo un the fanfic is called his image you can find it on dongsooslashyeoun site by annapeenas@ (apologizing just in case I got the name wrong) anyways I kind of got off topic there what I mean to say is I have to be really motivated like when I was really sad and angry but understanding of the ending to WBDS so I basically just wanted to let my anger and sadness of the ending out in writing so I wrote what I thought should of happened and different povs I did a small pov for gu hayang there probably was no need but I wanted to write how she may of felt about it all and losing who she cherished (which in my opinion was yeo un) most of my fanfics I will is yeo un and ji sun I really thought about writing one of dong soo and yeo un and another alternate ending for dong soo and yeo un but I don't how to write dong soo and yeo un fanfics I felt I probably would just ruin it and I wasn't sure so much for the plot I could write for them two like I said sooooo many times I need to be really like literally really motivated any ways oh how do you do copyright disclaimer????? (I know what you thinking I should know this my friend explained to me a while ago but I forgot)
Of course you neek to be motivated. I also need that desperately - if I am not then I don't write. Also I write for my own sake, never for others, for when I start feeling that I am pressured then I can't get a word out.
I also started out small, writing small poems or just thoughts, and its taken me years to come this far in writing, so don't give up hope. Just don't stop writing when you feel like it.
About the copyright disclaimer, I don't really know either but I put in notices on where I haev taken all the material i reuse, such as lyrics or quotes, but I have put on this blog furthest down a disclaimer saying in general that I do not own any of the characters that I write about. Hope that is enough.
YH I usually write that like when I saved a couple of your poems or pillowbooks in my microsoft word I put poem by ta-meaut,,, whats good about me when it comes to idaes is I can remember them I still have ideas that I have for WBDS since october and I can still remember and usually I don't write for other people when I wrote my WBDS fanfics I worte like 8 or 9 I wanted to make different povs and different ideas for it I was really motivated to write them after the finale I wrote them for myself in order for me to over-come my feelings of the ending I still haven't over-come the ending and I know for one thing I probably never will but I do feel a bit better of the ending by writing for myself what should of happened in my opinion
YES YES It is better that way because you don't have people weighing you down when it comes to fanfiction telling you oh it's not good enough but when I'm ready maybe I will show the world my writing but it has to be when I'm extremely passionate about writing truthfully I'm not keen on writing I just wrote those WBDS fics for myself as a way of healing to over-come that dreadful ending lol (I've probably said that way too many times lol) but writing isn't really my thing I think it's more important to be completely passionate with what you do that's (in my opinion is what makes it better) if your passionate and truly love and adore writing that's what I think makes your writing truly come alive is when your passionate and enjoy it so much
Even though I love all your poems and pillow books I have read every single one this is my most fave probably my first fave out of all your works not that I don't love all your other poems and pillow books I love them too since there so beautiful and meaningful but this is my first fave because it gives me that sense of a dream world and I love the thought of dream worlds and peoples dream worlds which is why I love this one I saved it in my micro-soft word and said poem by ta-meaut
There is an idea I have in my head if anyone is reading this it could be an awesome idea I came up with an idea about a girl lying in water it could be any water river pond lake sea she's dressed in a thing white dress and she's covered with all kinds of color coming from her hands and feet and all over her which I imagine to be water-colour all kinds of colours red,yellow,green,blue,black,orange,purple,pink the list can go on and on and on lol and all these colours mix around her coming from her hands and feet and all these colours turn into a wash and mix together and flow away this is an idea that I came up with the inspiration of vampire knight guilty the ending song suna no oshiro the inspiration was where yuki dipped her hand in the snow and drew a butterfly in the snow ans as the snow in her had slowly began to fall and disappear back into the snow it turned to blood and when yuki lay down in the butterfly made out of snow her hand full of blood started to go into the dents of the butterfly so in the end she looked like a blood butterfly the idea for my water-colour water girl was because in the ending of the yuki in vampire knight gulty she was lying in the snow with her hads spread holding the snow that turned to blood also the dress she wore white it just gave me the inspiration but also there were alot of other things that gave me inspiration lol but I honestly can't remember that other things that gave me inspiration I guess it was just water-colour in general xxxx
Sounds like a fascinating idea. Inspiration can really come from everything :D !
Saw the video - absolutely beautiful ending, I do see why you liked it. I know Vampire Knight very well, actually I had this idea to cosplay as Kaname in that gorgeous suit and then let a friend take compromising pics...alas, if I only had the time...
HAHA kaname really? that would be awesome all you got to do is find time HAHA one question who do you ship yuki with zero or kaname or do you ship a yaoi couple???? I don't know who to ship yuki with I think kaname
WOW I'm amazed by your writing if this was a story I would imagine it would be like an imaginary world a girl or any person came up with and a place they entered, in there dream just to escape a darker reality....... staying in the dream till they woke up and died (I know bizarre right lol)
ReplyDeleteHi Maria! Your comment made me smile - you really have a good imagination - I hadn't seen it like that until you described it...very beautiful and inspiring! Thanks!
ReplyDeleteHAHA awwwwwwwwwww thank you tameaut@ xxxx,,, well I did write a little fic to do with a girl being abused and her mother and went to sleep in own imaginary world dreaming and never wanting to wake up I was inspired by evanescence song imaginary I used most of the lyrics for the fic so I can't really say I came up with the story lol and I got ideas from different things like alice in wonderland and there was an old british 80s movie called paper house something about a girl that was drawing a picture and ended up dreamign of her darwings in her dream a world she created I find those sorts of things awesome the whole concept of going to sleep and in your mind creating a world of your own I love those kinds of movie's in my opinion there thought provoking and I love thought provoking movies that make you think about life in general also another cool concept I think would be cool in a movie is a person that draw a picture and it comes to life a painting and uses it to torment people like drawing if painting there fear and it comes to life it reminds me of ep 203 to 205 of the anime naruto (If your aware of that anime) in those eps there was a girl that painted and even thought it was onlyy genjutsu (illusion) it still fascinated me even though it's not real lol so therefore my fic was only used from evanescenece song imaginary it inspired I would of sent you the fic but I deleted it because after I wrote it and went through it it made me feel depressed truthfully lol and I decided to delete because I believe in order to write a fanfic or story, novel whatever you have to be happy with it and my little fic I wasn't happy with but i'm glad I gave it a go!
DeleteThat is great! I am sure next time you write you will be more pleased with it!
ReplyDeleteGood Luck in your writing!
Yh but I probably won't write in a while It's not because I don't think I can write at all it's just I feel I need to be motivated into it like for example I wrote like 8 or 9 warrior baek dong soo fanfics there not very good though noting compared to yours and other amazing fanfics I just love how these fanfics of WBDS use all these brilliant words I don't know how to explain lol but I read a fanfic of WBDS to do with yeo un who died and dong soo was sat next to ji sun drinking and dong soo thinking about how much he missed yeo un the fanfic is called his image you can find it on dongsooslashyeoun site by annapeenas@ (apologizing just in case I got the name wrong) anyways I kind of got off topic there what I mean to say is I have to be really motivated like when I was really sad and angry but understanding of the ending to WBDS so I basically just wanted to let my anger and sadness of the ending out in writing so I wrote what I thought should of happened and different povs I did a small pov for gu hayang there probably was no need but I wanted to write how she may of felt about it all and losing who she cherished (which in my opinion was yeo un) most of my fanfics I will is yeo un and ji sun I really thought about writing one of dong soo and yeo un and another alternate ending for dong soo and yeo un but I don't how to write dong soo and yeo un fanfics I felt I probably would just ruin it and I wasn't sure so much for the plot I could write for them two like I said sooooo many times I need to be really like literally really motivated any ways oh how do you do copyright disclaimer????? (I know what you thinking I should know this my friend explained to me a while ago but I forgot)
ReplyDeleteOf course you neek to be motivated. I also need that desperately - if I am not then I don't write. Also I write for my own sake, never for others, for when I start feeling that I am pressured then I can't get a word out.
ReplyDeleteI also started out small, writing small poems or just thoughts, and its taken me years to come this far in writing, so don't give up hope. Just don't stop writing when you feel like it.
About the copyright disclaimer, I don't really know either but I put in notices on where I haev taken all the material i reuse, such as lyrics or quotes, but I have put on this blog furthest down a disclaimer saying in general that I do not own any of the characters that I write about. Hope that is enough.
YH I usually write that like when I saved a couple of your poems or pillowbooks in my microsoft word I put poem by ta-meaut,,, whats good about me when it comes to idaes is I can remember them I still have ideas that I have for WBDS since october and I can still remember and usually I don't write for other people when I wrote my WBDS fanfics I worte like 8 or 9 I wanted to make different povs and different ideas for it I was really motivated to write them after the finale I wrote them for myself in order for me to over-come my feelings of the ending I still haven't over-come the ending and I know for one thing I probably never will but I do feel a bit better of the ending by writing for myself what should of happened in my opinion
ReplyDeleteBrilliant idea...that is how I write too - for my own sake.
DeleteYES YES It is better that way because you don't have people weighing you down when it comes to fanfiction telling you oh it's not good enough but when I'm ready maybe I will show the world my writing but it has to be when I'm extremely passionate about writing truthfully I'm not keen on writing I just wrote those WBDS fics for myself as a way of healing to over-come that dreadful ending lol (I've probably said that way too many times lol) but writing isn't really my thing I think it's more important to be completely passionate with what you do that's (in my opinion is what makes it better) if your passionate and truly love and adore writing that's what I think makes your writing truly come alive is when your passionate and enjoy it so much
DeleteEven though I love all your poems and pillow books I have read every single one this is my most fave probably my first fave out of all your works not that I don't love all your other poems and pillow books I love them too since there so beautiful and meaningful but this is my first fave because it gives me that sense of a dream world and I love the thought of dream worlds and peoples dream worlds which is why I love this one I saved it in my micro-soft word and said poem by ta-meaut
DeleteThat's great that you haeva favourite - thanks for telling me!
DeleteThere is an idea I have in my head if anyone is reading this it could be an awesome idea I came up with an idea about a girl lying in water it could be any water river pond lake sea she's dressed in a thing white dress and she's covered with all kinds of color coming from her hands and feet and all over her which I imagine to be water-colour all kinds of colours red,yellow,green,blue,black,orange,purple,pink the list can go on and on and on lol and all these colours mix around her coming from her hands and feet and all these colours turn into a wash and mix together and flow away this is an idea that I came up with the inspiration of vampire knight guilty the ending song suna no oshiro the inspiration was where yuki dipped her hand in the snow and drew a butterfly in the snow ans as the snow in her had slowly began to fall and disappear back into the snow it turned to blood and when yuki lay down in the butterfly made out of snow her hand full of blood started to go into the dents of the butterfly so in the end she looked like a blood butterfly the idea for my water-colour water girl was because in the ending of the yuki in vampire knight gulty she was lying in the snow with her hads spread holding the snow that turned to blood also the dress she wore white it just gave me the inspiration but also there were alot of other things that gave me inspiration lol but I honestly can't remember that other things that gave me inspiration I guess it was just water-colour in general xxxx
ReplyDeletehere's the vampire knight guilty ending for if you haven't heard of the anime or haven't seen the ending:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YG_CVJzENsw
DeleteSounds like a fascinating idea. Inspiration can really come from everything :D !
DeleteSaw the video - absolutely beautiful ending, I do see why you liked it. I know Vampire Knight very well, actually I had this idea to cosplay as Kaname in that gorgeous suit and then let a friend take compromising pics...alas, if I only had the time...
HAHA kaname really? that would be awesome all you got to do is find time HAHA one question who do you ship yuki with zero or kaname or do you ship a yaoi couple???? I don't know who to ship yuki with I think kaname
ReplyDeleteoooo, that is sooo hard choice: incest or yaoi? hmmm how about a threesome ;) then you get them aaaaaall...
DeleteI'm still waiting for season 3 of vampire knight if there is going to be one
ReplyDelete