Fanfiction "The Hardest of Hearts"

Wohoo! My new provocative fanfic is ready. This time I made it supersmutty with the unlikely (I think not, considering how In Soo is eyeing Yong Ha throughout the entire series...) couple of Ha In Soo/Gu Yong Ha.

This fanfic is dedicated to "Happy Fangirl" - hope you enjoy it! (Ta-meaut hiding in a corner, sweating in panic at the verdict...)

I might continue this fanfic later on, I still have a bunch of ideas but I lack the focus right now, so I'll just leave you with this one for now.

The header is below so you know the outline and please observe the NC-17 warning, for the faint of heart. So please, if you are ready to read it go here in AoOO.

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Title: The Fountain Arc I: The Hardest of Hearts

Series: Sungkyunkwan Scandal

Soundtrack: The Fountain - Pendulum

Spoilers: up to episode 12

Time frame: episode 5-12

Summary: How do you show your love, when the only way you know is by inflicting pain. Can you be freed from your handmade prison, by love? Or is there no escape for the unforgiven?

Excerpt: “So sweet. In Soo was breathless at the feeling of Yong Ha's lips on his cold skin. There was a fervour in Yong Ha's touch that were leading In Soo to a place beyond his control...and it was so sweet it was almost making him cry...”

Pairings: Ha In Soo/Gu Yong Ha

Word count: ~6800

Rating: NC-17 (smut, romance, angst)

Warning: blazing hot, enough to need some tissues to stem the nosebleed

Other: This is a stand alone fic that might be continued if I have the inspiration later on.

I have taken some of the drama scenes and used/changed the original dialogue somewhat to fit my scenario. Dialogue in “italic” is original dialogue from the series, while all other dialogue is mine.

Thanks: This fanfic is dedicated to “happy fangirl” who is a die-hard fan of this “unusual” couple, thus inducing me to want to write more. Also thanks to “Quoteaddict” who has a huge compilation of SSKS quotes – they came very handy when I was trying to piece this fanfic together!

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Budding bromance?

Now this is how we like to see cute boys acting:



Its Changmin from DBSQ/TVXQ and Min Ho from SHINee, getting up close and increasing the temperature in the concert hall by at least 1175 C*. Especially on the second pic, where it looks like Changmin is going to caress him gently...squeeaal....

* Enough to melt the iron hearts of non-believers

Composition of pictures from sharingyoochun , for your daily fix of cute boys

JYJ: "In Heaven" official MV

I recently heard JYJ newest single "In Heaven" and I actually like it. I am not really into them but I really like "Empty" from their first album.

Then I just saw yesterday that they had the official MV for "In Heaven" with Junsu! And he is so adorable in this video, you just wanna eat him :D !

Pillow Book "human behaviour III"

Is it not incredible how humans change with social environment?

In the place I am right now, there are many people within the same age group, all reliable adults with high education. People you would think are responsible and grown in their mannerism. But, oh how fast they digress to ape stage when just ONE individual gives them the chance.

For example: If one person stops cleaning after themselves, then suddenly no one is doing it. If one person makes loud noise (like music) in the middle of the night then suddenly everyone thinks its ok to keep doing it. None of these people would act like this at home...but shown the way by one individual they all seem to adapt, all too quickly.

It is as if all the courtesy, humanism and gentleness towards other people vanish in an instant and all they can think is of their chance to be egotistical. As if it is lurking underneath all the time, just waiting to take over.

And why is it that if one person acts reliable and with the good of others in his best, he is never copied but rather ridiculed and laughed at. As if gentleness and kindness is something to be avoided in this World.

Are we born selfish? Do we learn it? Can we be corrected if so?

Hard to say. But I do know for certain that it is much harder to be unselfish than selfish. And humans in general tend to take the easier path, following the group.

Therefore I want for myself to take the harder path. It is more struggle, more pain, more effort. But the rewards are thousand times greater.

and maybe, just maybe I might tilt the World a little, by my effort...

New writers

Today I stumbled across two new writers of Sungkyunkwan Scandal fanfiction and I was blown away, I have added them to my "Recommended reading"!

Slashedsilver and Ainosenshi has several really good pieces, albeit not so smutty (but I guess it can be good to alleviate myself from my own hardcore writings sometime ;) ). The pairings are, of course, our very favourites Yong Ha and Jae Shin!

I highly recommend them both!

Poem "desire or love"

How sweet the torment

of wanting

yet not having

Longing for you

renders me sleepless

in anticipation of your touch

I vibrate with every raindrop

as I am rendered aware

of their impact

on the red thread that binds us

The comfort is small

thinking you

feel it too

I am sooo loved

Guys, I am overwhelmed by the praise I have gotten recently...I can feel the love in the air...so while you are waiting for me to write more, please enjoy one of the most beautiful movie kisses I have ever seen, from "No Night is Too Long":