Pillowbook "unfold II"

Sometimes when reading or studying, or just taking a walk, I get a staggering feeling that a glimpse of the Universe is unfolding right inside my head.

The moment is so short you could have imagined it and so astonishing that it leaves you dumbfounded.

Afterwards I try to explain in words, to people or even myself, what I saw in that moment. It is very frustratingly impossible. As if your realisations lack a language for it to be described, like it is for your mind only.

These moments are so fleeting that they leave you with a profound sense of loneliness or loss.

My greatest wish is to one day be able to grasp in perfect clarity what the Universe is trying to tell me. I know that it would be wonderful, surprising and extremely fulfilling.