Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Pillowbook "Death is the Road to Awe"

As I was lying in my hospital bed, the night before my possible discontinuation of life, I realised that there was nothing, nothing at all that I regretted in my life.

Except one thing.

I should have been more awesome.

I should have dressed more fabulous, eaten only what I truly like and spoken my mind no matter what.
I should have written more and been less ashamed of it.
I should have been more ME, and less them.

So I made a promise to myself and here I am now, still miraculously alive, and today I know.

If I would face the same moment again, this time.
This time I would regret nothing.

Nothing at all.
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5 comments:

  1. knerrir16 November, 2011 23:40

    That's a true way of life, and a beautiful relieving one. I admire your resolution and your strength. No regret. Ah, this is precious indeed.

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  2. Ta-Meaut16 November, 2011 23:46

    Thank you. I guess in a way I was lucky enough to have an experienfce where you are forced to reflect on yourself like this. I think otherwise few people does it.

    I just wish that maybe, when I share my experiences, someone might read it and maybe just maybe they will also think about it, before it is too late.

    You too, be more awesome!

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  3. maria22 January, 2012 00:14

    WOW this has made me think I know one day I should look back on my life and reflect on it or I could do that now so it's not too late lol but I really like this way of life your way of life I find you a true inspiration
    ta-meaut xxxx

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    1. Ta-Meaut22 January, 2012 04:08

      :D Thank you so much, Maria. It has been a long way to where I am today and I am still learning so much every day, about me and about people and life but I know for sure now what my path should be. I do not know wehere it will lead but I know how I want to walk it and for me that is what is important.

      It makes me so happy to feel I can inspire someone.

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    2. maria23 January, 2012 20:14

      hehe WELL IT IS VERY MUCH TRUE YOU DO INSPIRE ME and I am so glad you are happy hehe I myself know I have quite a long way to go in life that is in some ways better it gives me time for opportunities since life is full of them and I am also learning every day what people are like and what life brings me I don't know what my life will lead me or the path I want to take I have so much ahead that I can wait to make my path but I think that's very good what you saidI do not know wehere it will lead but I know how I want to walk it and for me that is what is important. (copied and pasted) I agree very much with that because I think and believe that what ever your the most comfortable with it's better xxxx

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