Showing posts with label refuse?. Show all posts
Showing posts with label refuse?. Show all posts

Friday, November 4, 2011

Pillow Book "refuse?"

I write when I cry, when I am infinitely sad, or hurt beyond belief

I write when I laugh, when I am excruciatingly happy, or fullfilled

I write when sickness wracks my body, when I drown in coughs or sleep is brutally taken from me

I write when it rains, when the sun is burning on my skin, or the cool clouds sail past me

I write when I am abandoned, when my heart screams in terror and the void in me grows

I write when you fill my heart, when you easily take my body and make it all yours

I write,
no, I hold the pen but my stories are written by themselves. They are moved forward by my heart and my mind, with my hand as the medium.

Would I have a choice...

Would I want a choice?

as if, I have a choice...